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Upon his table was a note from Claudia, affectionate as usual, and full
of regret that they had not met again on the previous night--when they
had been so suddenly separated at Penarth House.
"What do you think of little Muriel Mortimer? I saw you speaking with
her," she wrote. "She was full of you when I met her shopping in Bond
Street this morning. You have made quite an impression, my dear Dudley.
But don't altogether forget me, will you?"
Forget? Could he ever forget the woman whom he loved, and yet despised?
Strange that Claudia should have plotted with Lady Meldrum against his
bachelor estate, and should have determined to bring about this marriage
with Muriel Mortimer!
In a frenzy of despair he cast her letter into the flames. He
recollected the words she had uttered to him in that room on the
previous night, the sweet words of love and tenderness that had held him
spellbound. No, there was no other woman in all the world save her--and
yet, she was false and fickle, as all the world knew.
Life's comforts are its cares. He smiled bitterly as he reflected upon
that phrase, which was an extract from one of his many brilliant
speeches. If a person has no cares, that person must make them, or be
wretched; care is actually an employment, an action; sometimes even a
joy. And so it is with love. Life and love must have employment and
action. There must be responsibility and a striving to reach a goal;
for if not, both the power to endure and the power to give comfort are
shrunken and crippled.
When Dudley Chisholm was young he had long worshipped an ideal. But
when he found his idol to be undeserving of the idolatry, madness fell
upon him, and he accepted the creed of the prodigal. Raking over the
ashes of the numerous bonfires he had made, for which his senses had
been the fuel, he now found a revelation of his inner self. He
recognised for the first time his weakness and his unworthiness. He
wanted something better than he had known--not in others, but in
himself. He had discovered a spot of tenderness in his heart that had,
so to speak, remained virgin soil.
"Could a really smart woman possess any nice sense of honour?" he asked
himself for the hundredth time. If she is endowed with any particular
intelligence, and the world discovers it, then society is prone to think
that she is necessarily a "schemer," and, unless her friends know her
very well, she is soon given a place upon society's black list as an
"adventuress," a term which applies to the whole gamut of West End
wickedness. No, after all, few women can be both honourable and smart.
His thoughts wandered back into the past, as they so frequently did, and
a moan came from his heart. He remembered Claudia as an ideal woman of
whom a cruel Fate had robbed him in those days before he learned the
world to be what it is. And he still loved her--even though this great
gulf yawned between them.
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