American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
added, "that my mother has taken a great fancy to you, and that it will
not suit her at all if you are niggardly in your visits."
Constance smiled acquiescingly. "I love your mother," she said, "and
it will be a pleasure to me to come as often as she wishes." At the
same instant she said to herself, "Now for it!" Whereupon she began
sturdily, "Only, Mr. Perry----"
Why did she pause? She was at a loss to know. It was the reverse of
her custom to begin a sentence and leave it dangling in this unfinished
manner. She accused herself of being a goose, and, simultaneously she
took a new breath to go on, only to be met by her companion's blithe
sally:
"Only what, Mrs. Stuart?" She could see that his eyes were laughing.
Did he divine what was choking her?
"Only this: if I come to your mother, you must let me go home by
myself. The electric cars are a stone's throw from your house, and run
close to mine, so there is not the slightest necessity for your
incommoding yourself." She paused, troubled. The last turn of the
sentence, though it expressed her meaning, had not the felicitous sound
she desired.
"I came because I knew it would give me pleasure," he answered,
quickly, still with a laughing light in his eyes, under which she let
her own fall quite unnecessarily, as it seemed to her. She was
provoked with herself. The dialogue had acquired the aspect of social
give and take, which was entirely remote from her intention.
"I have enjoyed it, too." She felt that this was the least she could
say. "But there is no need; besides, Mr. Perry, you are my employer,
and--and--" (she was halting again, but she bit her lip and plunged
forward, seeking only to make herself clear) "that does make a
difference--it should make a difference. If I were--if I were not your
stenographer, I should probably go home in a carriage, but I can't
afford one, and--and the cars are perfectly safe and comfortable. I am
used to looking after myself."
Her cheeks were burning. She had said what she meant to say, but it
sounded crude and almost harsh. She wondered now why it had seemed
necessary to her to make such a pother. As no immediate answer came
from Mr. Perry, she stole a glance at his face. It had grown almost
grave, and there was a different light in his eyes--a curious
expression which puzzled her. "I hope you understand," she said, "and
that I do not seem ungracious."
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