American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"You would be obliged to pay someone else," she replied with cruel
practicality.
"Enough of this," he said, impetuously. "It is absurd. I have
something very different at heart. When I spoke of your future just
now, Constance, it was to tell you that I have come here, to-night, to
ask you to be my wife--to say to you that I love you devotedly and
cannot live without you. This is my errand. It is not friendship I
offer, it is not pity, it is not esteem for your gentle, strong soul,
it is passionate human love."
He paused and there was profound silence in the darkened room where
they could scarcely see each other's faces. Constance trembled like a
leaf. In a moment the whole card-board house of sisterly affection
fell about her ears, and she knew the truth. These were the sweetest
words she had ever listened to, though they stabbed her like a knife.
"Oh!" she whispered, "Oh!"
"Is it such a surprise, Constance?" he murmured, ascribing her accents
of dismay to that source. "You must have known you were very dear to
me."
The dimness gave her time to consider how she should deal with this
startling certainty, the music of which was dancing in her brain. The
meaning of his devotion was now so clear. Yet she had never guessed
either his purpose or the secret of her own disconcerting heart-beats.
"I knew you were fond of me, but it never occurred to me that you could
think of me as a wife."
"Why not? You are beautiful and charming as well as sweet and wise,
and I adore you."
"I liked to feel that we should go on being dear friends for the rest
of our lives," she answered, tingling with the thrill which this avowal
caused her.
From the tremor of her speech he was emboldened to regard the sigh
which followed this simple voicing of the exact truth as an ellipsis
hiding a precious secret.
"Then you love me, Constance?"
Whatever happened, why should he not know? Why should she deny herself
that ecstasy?
"Oh, yes, Gordon, I love you dearly."
"And you will be my wife?"
"How can I, Gordon? You know I must not." There was gentle pleading
in her tone and a tinge of renunciating sadness.
"I mean presently. As soon as you obtain a divorce?"
The ugly word brought back reality. "Oh, no, we must put it from us.
It is a delightful vision, but we must dismiss it forever."
"Why?" he asked, with the resonance of vigorous manhood.
"Because it would be an offence."
"Against what?"
"The eternal fitness of things." This phrase of Mrs. Wilson's rose to
her lips again as a shibboleth. "I have made my mistake," she
murmured. "I must suffer the penalty of it."
"Never!" he ejaculated. "It would be monstrous--monstrous."
There was a momentary silence. While he gazed at her ardently he was
seeking command of himself so as to plead his cause with discriminating
lucidity. To her darkened sight imagination pictured a swift river of
fire flowing between them, across which they could touch their
finger-tips, but no more.
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