American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
had been premature in supposing that she had been able to purge herself
of superstitions and conventional prejudices forthwith. It could
simply be a question of time when so human and discerning a bride would
come to his arms without a qualm.
Nevertheless he felt that he must convince her. Now that he was sure
she loved him, the possibility of losing her was not even to be
entertained; but he wished her to succumb as the result of agreement,
and not in spite of herself, both because he realized that she would
not be happy otherwise, and because the doctrine which she had invoked
as a binding obligation jarred not only with his desires, but with his
deepest opinions. Therefore, at the conclusion of their interview, he
took up straightway the cudgels of thought in defence of his
convictions against what seemed to him the essential injustice and
unreasonableness of the Church's claim. This necessarily involved
fresh consideration of that claim itself. That night before he went to
bed he rehearsed the arguments by which he purposed to appeal to her.
Did she not appreciate that they were influenced by no base motives?
That neither lust nor undue haste, nor covetous trifling with the
feelings of others tarnished their mutual passion. Theirs was no case
of putting off the old bonds of matrimony in order to be on with the
new, but one where love had been starved to death, and been born again
by gradual and chaste processes in a lonely, forsaken heart. What
could be wrong in such a union? And were not their own consciences and
their own intelligences the only fit judges of the eternal merits?
Gordon Perry's attitude toward religion--toward churches and toward
churchmen--was abstractly respectful and friendly. He had been brought
up by his mother in her faith, and the period of stress through which
most young men pass in early life had been productive of a frame of
mind which was reverent as well as critical. Not a small portion of
mankind in Benham accepted their religious doctrine on trust, as they
did their drinking water. Either they were too busy to question what
seemed authority, or that particular compartment of the brain where
absorbing interest in the unseen germinates was empty. Some of the
most pious never reasoned, and their docile worship constituted the
cement in the walls of dogma. Again, there was a class--a growing
class in Benham as elsewhere--composed of well-equipped, active-minded
men who were polite to Religion if they met her in the street, and
would even go to church now and again to oblige a wife or preserve
outward appearances, for they were still of the opinion that religion
is good for the masses. But in their secret souls what did they
believe?
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