American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
Seated at her toilet table and looking into her mirror with her cheeks
resting upon her hands, she gazed introspectively at herself and
destiny. Her tiara of diamonds still crested her forehead. Somehow it
pleased her to leave it undisturbed until she was ready to let down her
hair. She was conscious that she had reached the age when she
preferred to see herself at her best rather than in the garb of
nature's disorder. It had been one of the eventful evenings of her
life; she felt that by her efforts mind and matter had been drawn
closer together without detriment to either. And everybody had been
extremely civil to Lucille, at which she could not help rejoicing.
Certainly, too, Lucille was acquiring more social charm and was more
anxious to please people of cultivation. Then, too, her brother had
appeared in his most engaging mood as a consequence of the defeat of
the legacy tax bill. No reason for doubting her conclusion that the
passage of the measure would have been premature under existing
conditions had occurred to her; so it seemed that society had been
saved from a mistake. Altogether the immediate present was marred by
no unpleasant memory but one. As to that, she felt that she had acted
indulgently, and that on the morrow she would make a last effort to
rescue the unhappy degenerate. As she surveyed herself in the glass
she appreciated that she was well preserved and that her grizzled hair
was becoming, but that the romance of life was over. She would never
marry again; she was unequivocally middle-aged. Ideas were what she
had left; but for this great interest she had many years of strength
and activity ahead of her.
Ideas! How absorbing they were, and yet how little the most
disinterested individual could accomplish! Truth looked so near, and
yet ever seemed to recede as one approached it. Men and women came and
went, generations lived and died, but progress, like the march of the
glaciers, was to be measured by the centuries. The inequalities of
life--how hideous were they still; how far from rectification, in spite
of priests and charity! What was the key to the riddle? Where was the
open sesame to the social truth which should be universal beauty? She
was seeking it with all her soul, but she would never find it. Deep in
the womb of time it lay, a magnet, yet inscrutable. Who would unearth
it? Would it baffle mankind forever? or would centuries hence some
searcher--perhaps a woman like herself--discern and reveal it?
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