German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction; Sin -- Fiction
It seemed quite terrible--almost incredible. And how should she conduct
herself in this trying ordeal?
"I must not just fall into his arms," thought she, "so that he will
think me crude in everything, and misunderstand me again."
She decided to cut a handful of roses. Instead of the usual "Good
morning," she would greet him with these and a look that should say,
"Take them, beloved. All is yours--all." She selected deep-crimson
blooms, full grown with a wealth of curving petals. Each one would
speak of love to him--of that wild, entrancing love of which poets sang
so beautifully, from whose kisses one drank either eternal bliss or
damnation. Nothing pale or faded should have a place in her bouquet.
But she did not adorn herself with a rose. Was he not to be for always
the one and only ornament of her life?
Leo, the dog, trotted meanwhile behind her well satisfied, now and then
rubbing his nose lovingly against her sleeve.
"Where is your master?" she asked him, with a sigh.
The beast looked up in her face with comprehending, melancholy eyes.
For hours, since daybreak, he had been looking for him everywhere, but
he had ridden off on a secret mission without asking his faithful
friend to bear him company.
As she ascended the steps of the terrace grandmamma came to meet her.
She caught hold of the balustrade, trembling. What if he had already
confided the news to his mother? Was she coming before her with a heart
whose secret had been laid bare? She ran to her quickly, and hid her
head on her breast so that she shouldn't be looked at.
The old lady patted her, full of solicitude "No cold, I hope--no
fever?" she asked.
Hertha breathed more freely. Ah! she didn't know.
"Let me feel your pulse," grandmamma commanded.
Hertha wriggled away.
"I like that!" she thought. "To-day, of all days, to have my pulse
felt! Next I shall be asked to put out my tongue!" And she barricaded
herself behind the table.
Grandmamma made the best of a bad matter, but she was not going to let
her off without a lecture. Hertha, with quivering lips and wandering
eyes, let the mild outburst pass over her head. Her gaze was directed
to Leo's empty coffee-cup, her ear towards the courtyard.
And then suddenly the hound gave a howl of delight. Ringing, clattering
footsteps came echoing along the corridor.
Hertha felt her blood ebb from her veins, and as if she must, at his
glance, fall dead from shame. She dashed the roses down on the table,
and tore at hot speed into the garden; and grandmamma, whose lecture
was in full swing, looked after her in consternation. There was a nook
in the yew hedge which ran out from the castle into the garden where,
unseen, it was possible to hear and see all that passed on the terrace.
There she quickly concealed herself.
He stood framed in the glass door, heated and dusty, with a deep frown
on his brow which terrified Hertha.
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