The dark-robed monitress knelt in prayer beside her. That pious heart was
wise and loving, and saw that no human aid could comfort this lorn girl
fallen upon her care. When Rhoda was spent and still, she spoke:
'My child, if, indeed, we can no more pray God to keep that brave young
life from sin and death, yet may we pray that his soul may win to peace
and rest under the mercy of heaven. Nay, there is no need that you too
should rise for kneeling. Lie down, lie down, for your body is over
spent. Kneel before God in spirit.'
There was long silence, and both prayed, till Rhoda faltered to the
betrayal of her unregenerate heart: 'Was she so very fair indeed? Where
is she laid? Take me--oh, let me once look upon her face.'
'It may not be. She lies a day buried, there without among our own
dead--although--God only knows what she was.'
Rhoda again would rise.
'Yet take me there. Night-time? Ah yes, night, night that will never
pass.'
At daybreak she stood, alone at her desire, beside a new-made grave, and
knew that the body of Diadyomene lay beneath, and knew hardly less
surely, that somewhere beneath the sea she overlooked the body of
Christian lay. Nearest the sea was the grave on the windblown, barren
cliff. No flower could bloom there ever, only close dun turf grew. Below
stretched the broken, unquiet sea, fretted with rock and surf, deep
chanting of the wind and moon. One white sea-bird was wheeling and
pitching restlessly to and fro.
She turned her eyes to the land far east for the thought of Lois. Over
there a winter dawn flushes into rose, kindles bright and brighter, and a
ruddy burnish takes the edges of flat cloud. Lo! the sun, and the grey
sea has flecks of red gold and the sea-bird gleams. She cannot face it.
Rhoda knelt down by the grave to pray. Presently she was lying face
downward along the turf, and she whispered to the one lying face upward
below.
'Ah! Diadyomene, ah! Margaret. God help me truly to forgive you for what
you have done.
'I have tried. Because he asked it, I have torn out my heart praying for
you.
'You fair thing! you were fairer than I, but you did not love him so well
as I.
'Ah! ah! would it were I who lay down there under the quiet shelter of
the turf; would it were you who lived, able to set up his honour and make
his name fair before all men!
'Ah! ah! a dark rebuke the mystery of your life has brought; and the
mystery of your death eats it in.
'Can you bear to be so silent, so silent, nor deliver a little word?
'When you rise, Diadyomene, when the dead from the sea rise, speak loud,
speak very loud, for all to hear.
'He loved you! He loved you!'
The sod above the face of Diadyomene was steeped with the piercing tears
of Rhoda. 'He loved you!' came many times as she sobbed.
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