England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
The familiar bedroom was not familiar any longer; it looked strange and
austere as Joan entered. The blinds were down, flapping in the draught
from the windows. A large fire blazing in the grate added to the sense
of something important and portentous that hung about the place. On the
bed lay a strange figure; someone whom Joan felt she had never seen
before. Its face was unnaturally pale and shrunken and so were the
wandering hands extended on the coverlet. This stranger moaned
incessantly, and turned his head from side to side; his eyes were open
and blank.
Joan took one of the wandering hands in hers: "Father!" she said softly.
He looked through her and beyond, breathing with an effort.
A quiet tap came on the door and the nurse, hastily summoned from the
Cottage Hospital, came in. She was a pink-faced, competent-looking girl,
and wore her cloak and bonnet. She took in the situation at a glance.
"I'll just take off my things," she said, "and be back in a minute."
Presently the doctor came again. He said very little, and pressing Mrs.
Ogden's limp hand, departed. The nurse, now in charge, had rendered the
bedroom still more unfamiliar, with her temperature chart, and a table
covered with a clean white towel, upon which she had set out strange
little appliances that they did not know the use of. When she spoke she
did so in a loud whisper, glancing ever and anon towards the figure on
the bed. Her cuffs creaked and so did her shoes. A smell of disinfectant
was everywhere; they wondered what it was, it was unfriendly, but no one
dared to question this empress ruling over the kingdom of Death.
The colonel belonged to her now; they all felt it, and submitted without
a protest. He was hers to do as she pleased with, to turn in the bed or
to leave in discomfort, to raise up or lay down. She it was who
moistened his lips with cotton wool, soaked in a solution of her own
making. Sometimes she opened his mouth and moistened his tongue as well.
He lay there utterly helpless and unable to protest, while she subjected
him to countless necessary indignities. Her trained hands, hard and
deft, permitted of no resistance, doing their work quietly and without
emotion. It seemed horrible to Joan to see him brought so low, but she,
like the rest of the household, stood back respectfully, bowing to the
realization that only three beings had any control over her father now:
the doctor, the nurse--and Death.
Just before he died, on the afternoon of the fifth day, he knew his wife
and called her: "Mary!" His voice was unexpectedly loud.
She went and put her arms round him.
"Mary!"
"Yes, James?"
"I'm going to die--it's funny my going to die--wish I knew more about
it."
"Hush, dearest, don't talk."
"Mary."
"Yes, James?"
"Sorry--if I've been hard on you--but you see----"
"Hush, my dear, you mustn't try to talk."
But the colonel had ceased to try to do anything any more in this world.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
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