England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"Don't be angry. What was the good of making you unhappy before it was
absolutely necessary; surely you know soon enough as it is?"
"But I don't understand, Elizabeth; do you realize what this means to
you and me?"
"You mean that now you have no money you can't go to Cambridge?"
"Yes, Cambridge, but above all the flat. I was thinking of our plans for
our life together."
"Go up and change and then we'll talk," said Elizabeth quietly. "You're
wet through."
Joan obeyed.
3
"And now," Elizabeth began, when Joan, wrapped in a dressing-gown, had
sunk into a chair. "Let's thrash this thing out from clue to earring.
How much has he left you?"
"Twenty-five pounds a year each."
Elizabeth considered. "It might be done," she said. "With care and
scraping, I think it might be done, providing of course you take a
scholarship, which you can do. You remember I told you that I could get
a job in London? Well, I'm more sure of that now than I was when I
wrote, I'm practically certain it can be managed. Don't interrupt,
please. This is my plan: you will go to Cambridge when you're twenty-one
and I shall take the flat. If it's available sooner we'll let it. While
you're at Cambridge I shall find a P.G. That oughtn't to be difficult,
and the little money that I've saved will go to help with Cambridge. Oh,
don't argue, you can pay me back when you get into harness. And there's
another thing I never told you; I have a relation from whom I must
inherit something, a most disagreeable relation of my father's who can't
help leaving me his little all, because it's entailed. Well, I propose
to raise a loan on my expectations, 'borrowing on reversion' is what
they call it, I think, and with that loan we're going to make a doctor
of you, so you see it's all arranged."
Joan stared at her, bewildered. "But, Elizabeth, I could never pay you
back, perhaps."
"Oh, well," said Elizabeth laughing; "then you'll have to work for me,
you may even have to keep me in my old age."
Joan began to cry, with the suddenness of a child; she cried openly, not
troubling to hide her face.
"Oh, for God's sake, Joan, don't do that!"
"It's you," sobbed Joan, choking. "It's you--just _you_."
Elizabeth got up, she hesitated and then went to the door, she did not
look at Joan.
"Think it over," she said.
4
Mrs. Ogden's hands fluttered helplessly over the litter of papers that
lay among the plates on the half-cleared supper table; the eyes that she
raised to Joan were vague.
"Can you make all this out?" she said drearily. "I shall never be able
to understand legal terms."
Joan picked up a letter and read it through. "There's your small life
interest under grandpapa Ogden's will, and then there'll be your
pension, Mother, but it's very little, I'm afraid; we shall obviously
have to leave this house."
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