England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
They stood still, staring at the sunset. A sweet, damp smell was coming
up from the ground; there had been a little shower. The sea lay very
quiet and vast, flecked here and there with afterglow. Down below them
the lights of Seabourne sprang into being, one by one; they looked small
and unnaturally bright. The ugly homes from which they shone were
mercifully hidden in the dusk. Only their lights appeared, elusive,
beckoning, never quite still. Around them little hidden specks of life
were making indefinable noises; a blur of rustlings, chirpings,
buzzings. They were very busy, these hidden people, with their secret
activities. Presently it would be night; already the moon was showing
palely opposite the sunset.
Elizabeth turned her gaze away from the sky and looked at Joan. The girl
was standing upright with her head a little back. She had taken off her
hat, and the queer light fell slantwise across her broad forehead, and
dipped into her wide open eyes that held in their depths a look of fear.
Her lips were parted as if to speak, but no words came. She stretched
out a hand, without looking at Elizabeth, as though groping for
protection. Elizabeth took the hand and held it firmly in her own.
"Are you frightened, Joan?" she asked softly.
"A little; how did you know?"
"Your eyes looked scared. Why are you frightened? I thought you were so
confident just now."
"I don't know, but it's all so strange, somehow. I think it's the
newness I told you about that frightens me, now I come to think of it.
You seem new. Do you feel new, Elizabeth?"
Elizabeth dropped the hand and turned away.
"Not particularly," she said; "I'm getting rather old for that sort of
thing; if I let myself feel new I might forget how old I'm getting. No,
I don't think I'd better feel too new, or you might get more frightened
still; you told me you were frightened of me once, do you remember?"
"Oh, rot! I could never be frightened of you, Elizabeth; you're just a
bit of me."
"Am I? Well, come on or we'll be late, and I think I'm catching cold."
"Let's walk arm and arm again," Joan pleaded, like a schoolgirl begging
a favour, and Elizabeth acquiesced with a short laugh.
3
Milly was obviously not well; she coughed perpetually, and Joan sent for
the doctor. He came and sounded her chest and lungs, but found no
alarming symptoms. Mrs. Ogden protested fretfully that Joan was always
over-fussy when there was nothing to fuss about, and quite unusually
indifferent when there was real cause for anxiety. She either could not
or would not see that her younger daughter looked other than robust.
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