England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
In spite of the hoarding instinct Mrs. Ogden was exaggeratedly tidy, and
spent a great deal of time in straightening up after her daughter, with
the result that the most necessary articles had a maddening way of
disappearing. Mrs. Ogden had the acute kind of eye to which a crooked
line is a torture; a picture a little out of the straight or a brush
askew on the table was all that was required to set her off. Once
launched, she fidgeted about the room, touching first this and then
that, drawing the curtains an inch more forward, fiddling with the
obdurate roller until the blind just skimmed the division in the sash
window, putting a mat straight with the toe of her slipper, or running
her fingers across the mantelpiece, which never failed to yield the
expected harvest of dust. Sharing a bedroom, Joan found herself doing a
hundred little odd jobs for her mother that she had never done before.
It was not that Mrs. Ogden asked to be waited on in so many words, but
she stood about and looked the request. Rather than endure this
plaintive, wandering glance, Joan sewed on the skirt braid or found the
lost handkerchief, or whatever else it happened to be at the moment.
But the long nights were the worst of all. Side by side, in a small
double bed, lay the mother and daughter in dreadful proximity. Their
bodies, tired and nervous after the day, were yet unable to avoid each
other. Mrs. Ogden's circulation being very bad she could never sleep
with less than four blankets and two hot-water bottles. The hot, rubbery
smell of these bottles and the misery of the small double bed, became
for Joan a symbol of all that Leaside stood for. She took to lying on
the extreme edge of the bed, more out than in, in order to escape from
the touch of her mother's flannel nightgown. But this precaution did not
always save her, for Mrs. Ogden, who got a sense of comfort from another
body beside her at night, would creep up close to her daughter.
"Hold my hand, darling; it's so cold." And Joan would take the groping
hand and warm it between her own until her mother dropped asleep; but
even then she dared not leave go, lest Mrs. Ogden should wake and begin
to talk.
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