England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
She nodded. She too had always thought this valley very lovely, but
because of its loveliness it depressed her, filling her with strange
regrets. They sat down on a wide boulder. Somewhere to their right the
sea was talking to itself on the pebbles; on a high pinnacle of grey
rock some white goats leapt and gambolled. Joan looked at the deep blue
of the sky showing between the crags, and then at Richard.
His chin was resting on his hands, which were clasped over his stick,
and she noticed the hard, strong line of his jaw, and the roughened
texture of his neck.
Presently he turned to her. "Well, aren't you going to tell me?" he
asked.
"There's nothing to tell," she said uneasily.
He laughed. "What, in twenty years, has nothing happened?"
"Nothing at all, except what you see in me."
He said gravely: "I see Joan; older certainly, and grey-haired like
myself, but still Joan. What else could I see?"
She was silent, plucking at some moss with nervous fingers. It was kind
of Richard to pretend that the change in her had not shocked him, as, of
course, it must have done. She knew instinctively that he was kind, a
man one could trust, should the need arise. But she was not interested
in Richard or herself, she cared very little for the impression they
were making on each other. One question, and one only, burnt to get
asked, yet her diffidence was keeping her silent. At last she took
courage.
"How is Elizabeth? It's a long time since I last saw her."
He looked at her quickly. "Yes, it must be a long time, now I come to
think of it," he said, "I saw her last year, you know, when I was in
Cape Town."
She longed to shake the information out of him, his voice sounded so
dull and non-committal. "Is she happy?" she asked.
"Happy? Oh! that's a large order, Joan. Those goats over there are
probably happy, at least they have a good chance of being so; but when
you come to the higher animals like men and women, it's a very different
thing. We poor human beings with our divine heritage, we think too much;
we know too much and too little to be really happy, I fancy."
"Yes, I expect you're right," she agreed, but she did not want to hear
about the psychological problems of the race in general, according to
Richard; she wanted to hear about Elizabeth.
Possibly he divined her thoughts, for he went on quickly, "But you don't
care at this moment for the worries and troubles of mankind, do you? You
just want to know all about Elizabeth."
She touched his sleeve almost timidly. "Will it bore you to tell me,
Richard?"
He smiled. "Good Lord, no, of course not; only she asked me not to."
"She asked you not to?"
"Yes, she asked me not to talk about her, if I ever met you again."
"But why? I don't understand."
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