England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
About this time she read in the paper the announcement of Richard
Benson's engagement, and a few days later saw a picture of him in the
_Bystander_, together with his future bride. The girl Richard was to
marry was scarcely more than a child; a wide-eyed, pretty creature with
a mass of soft hair, and the meaningless smile which the young assume in
obedience to the fashionable photographer. Joan gazed at the picture in
astonishment, and then at her own reflection in the glass. Richard had
not waited long to find a mate, after his final proposal at Lynton. It
was so characteristic of him to have waited twenty years, and then to
have made up his mind in a few months. She felt no resentment, no tinge
of hurt vanity; she was glad he was going to marry, her sense of justice
told her that it was fitting and right. With this marriage of his the
last link with her own past life would be snapped, and she was content
to let it be so.
She wondered if she should write and congratulate him, but decided that
she had better not. Her intuition told her that he, too, might want to
wipe out the past, and that even her humble letter of friendship would
probably come as an unwelcome reminder. She thought of him a great deal,
analysing her own feelings, but although she recognized that her
thoughts were kindly, tender even, she could not trace in them the
slightest shadow of regret. Richard was a fine man, a successful man; he
had made good where others had failed; but to her he was just Richard,
as he had always been.
She was astonished at the scant show of interest which Mrs. Ogden
evinced in the event. She had expected that nothing else would be talked
about for at least a week, and had been prepared for a considerable
amount of sarcasm; but her mother scarcely spoke of the engagement
beyond remarking on the disparity of age between the bride and
bridegroom. Joan felt surprised, but failed to attach much importance to
the incident, until it was repeated with regard to other things. It
began to be borne in on her that a change was coming over her mother,
that she was growing less fussy, less exacting, less interested in what
went on around her, and as the weeks went by she was perplexed to find
that a household disturbance, which would formerly most certainly have
agitated Mrs. Ogden almost past endurance, now aroused no anxiety, not
even much curiosity.
She would sit idle for hours, with her hands in her lap; she seemed at
last to be growing resigned to her life of restricted activity. Joan
thought that this was nothing more than a natural consequence of old age
imposing itself on her mother's brain, as it had long been doing on her
body. In many ways she found this new phase a relief, lessening as it
did the strain that had gone near to breaking her.
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