England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
JOAN sat alone in the dismantled drawing-room. All around her lay the
wreckage and driftwood of years. The drawers of her mother's bureau
stood open and in disorder; an incredible mass of discoloured letters,
old bills, clippings from bygone periodicals, and little hidden
treasures put away for safety and forgotten.
On the floor, with its face to the wall, stood the engraving of Admiral
Sir William Routledge, with the dust thick on its back.
"And we had a thorough spring clean last April," Joan thought
inconsequently.
The admiral's coat and other trophies lay in a neat heap on the Nelson
chair, ready for Aunt Ann to take away with her. The poor little
everyday tragedy of denuded walls enclosed Joan on all four sides; faded
paper, bent nails, dirty streaks where pictures had hung. Even the
curtains had gone, and no longer hid the chipped and yellowing paint of
the window-frames and skirting.
All over Leaside the same thing was happening. Upstairs in the bedrooms
stood half-packed trunks, the kitchen was blocked with wooden cases. The
suggestive smell of the Furniture Depository hung in the atmosphere,
pervading everything, creeping up from the packing-cases with their
dusty straw and the canvas covers that strewed the passages. Muddy boots
had left their marks on the linoleum in the hall, and the globe on the
gas-bracket by the front door had had a hole knocked in it by a
carelessly carried case.
Joan looked at the relics of Admiral Sir William and wondered how Aunt
Ann meant to pack them; would they all go in her trunk? The engraving
would certainly be too large; would she insist on taking it into the
railway carriage with her? She got up and touched the sleeve of the
discoloured old coat and found to her surprise that a tear had fallen on
her hand. What was she crying about? Surely not at parting with these
ridiculous things! Then what was she crying about? She did not know.
Perhaps the house was infecting her with its own sadness, even a Leaside
might be capable of sadness. This meagre little house had known them for
so long; known their quarrels, their reconciliations, their ambitions,
their failures. It had known her father, her mother, her sister and
herself, and once, long ago, it had known Elizabeth. And now Joan was
the only one left, and she was going, she had to go. Nearly everything
would shortly be taken to a sale-room; that was settled, Aunt Ann had
advised it.
"We must keep only those things that are of family interest," she had
said firmly, and Joan had agreed in view of the debts.
Perhaps the little house was mourning the changed order, mourning the
family that it had sheltered so long, the ugly furniture from which it
was parting. The chairs and tables, now all in disarray, seemed to be
looking at Joan with reproach. After all, these things had served
faithfully for many years; she was conscious of a sense of regret as she
looked at them. "I hope they'll find good homes and be kindly treated,"
she thought.
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