The unwelcome child : $b Or, The crime of an undesigned and undesired maternityWright, Henry Clarke
Philosophy
The unwelcome child : $b Or, The crime of an undesigned and undesired maternity
Wright, Henry Clarke
Abortion; Sexual ethics
The following experience of a woman, given in her own words, will make
its appeal to all that is pure, manly and noble in manhood. It is the
cry of anguish from woman’s riven heart to man, to save her from the
agony and blighting curse of a maternity whose sufferings she is not
prepared joyfully to meet, and from which her entire nature shrinks with
dread and loathing; to save her from the revolting alternative of
killing her child before it is born, or of giving life to one whose very
existence is loathed by her. Several times, the crime of an undesired
maternity had been perpetrated upon her by her husband, and each time
the child had been killed by herself or by a doctor, before its birth.
She was asked how she felt under these outrages, and what was the result
on her physical, social and spiritual nature. The following is her
answer:
“How did I feel? I felt that I was committing a damning sin. My soul
shrank from the deed with intense horror and loathing. The
remonstrances of a guilty conscience I could not silence. I had
submitted to the relation in which maternity originates, thinking it
my duty, as a wife, to do so whenever my husband demanded. I told him
that my very soul shrank from maternity; that I was not yet prepared
for its responsibilities and agonies, and begged of him not to impose
that burden upon me till I could joyfully welcome it, which I felt
that I should, in due time. But he heeded not my prayer. He insisted
on the relation. Conception and maternity ensued.
“My soul died within me. An ever present loathing of the new life that
was being developed within mine was in my heart. My own soul, and the
God whose voice was heard within, repudiated its existence. I could
not help the feeling. The spirit of murder, towards the unconscious
child in embryo, was ever present to me; yet my soul shrank with
horror from the deed. Shall I kill my child before its birth, or give
existence to one whose birthright inheritance is _a mother’s curse_?
was the question I found myself debating continually;—for my curse was
on its very life.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account