She had given one peal of laughter, grown serious and between the two
states, replied: “Why--of course, I will!”
But if their walks, that summer, through the woods were so many
wild-flowers, they were of the sort that onrushing youth could not stop
to contemplate. Quincy deemed commendably mature the dispassionate way
in which he set out to take Clarice. They were to be simply friends, and
perhaps they might bring good to one another. The boy was sure that, had
she known, his mother would have approved his conduct. But the doubting
Sarah had no insight into his calm. Her eyes grew cloudy and troubled
when his walks with Clarice became engrossingly frequent. On one
occasion she said to him:
“Are there no young men about for you to play with?”
Quincy had seen the young men in the town’s post-office, and at the soda
fountains. They were a typical group--shallow-eyed, and narrow-headed,
with the manners of fox-terriers and the souls also--probably. They were
the sort of boys who instinctively stiffened their necks when Quincy was
about. There were no other boys--Clarice’s brother was fourteen. So
Quincy’s mother should have been less fearful of this new friendship.
Adelaide found a way to express her view of it.
“Clarice is a child--a dear child,” she fell into repeating. She seemed
to believe that childhood was a race. One who was once a child would
remain one always. Never could the chance be admitted that there exist
in Clarice at seventeen, things which would one day grow like Adelaide
at twenty-one. Perhaps, Adelaide was right Perhaps, childhood is a
generic quality. But, howsoever, from the days of Quincy’s absorption,
there was a barrier between the girls.
Clarice felt this. And being with Quincy was a way of resenting it. She
was a fresh, unspoiled sprout at seventeen. Her body was tall. But her
head was little and rounded and her face was rather soft in contrast to
the firm, narrow lines of the rest of her. Quincy called her
“Buttercup.” For her hair was gold and her cheeks were tanned and her
eyes were green in the sun rather than blue.
But the unfortunate thing was that, although Quincy enjoyed all this, he
seemed to be learning very little about the ultimate qualities of woman.
He caught himself up at times, in his enjoyment. He seemed of the
opinion that if he enjoyed himself, he could not profit. In this
treasurable thought, a stain of schooling had indeed fixed on his else
impervious nature.
With the heavy heat of August, when the trees turn purple and a
translucent flame waves over nature and sears her gentle freshness,
Quincy learned that in his rigid purpose he had failed altogether. He
learned also that his mother had been silently right--just as often she
had been volubly wrong. Clarice was become a part of the fire and fumes.
He could not help this. But he could keep from seeing her so often. He
resented her attraction. And with set teeth and a stern eye, he put a
censorship upon their walks.
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