He was always in the Park. His veerings minimized the distance he had
come. As he proceeded now, a tinge of questioning traversed him. He had
been too close within himself to poise even an outline of his
experience. Now he seemed somehow to fall apart from himself. This did
not gain him vision; it did inspire a question. What was he about?
Quincy’s eyes were no longer dry, and his mouth moist. The ecstasy of
the night went before a shrinking sense of its strangeness. And now, his
eyes were moist and his lips parched. He breathed heavily. He was, after
all, only a boy, young for his years in those external sophistries men
call experience. And so, fear filtered in with the chill. He walked
fast. He was man enough to strive not to escape his situation but to
escape the fright it brought him. He was animal enough not to entertain
a mental quandary,--to go on, as his will drove him. He was child enough
to blink up at the transformed heavens and find fault with them. This
fear was a thing, after all, scarce distinguishable from the chill he
felt through having failed to bring an overcoat. He knew this. And so,
in speeding on, he found dual relief.
He went up a steep path. And then, on the brow of a promontory he came
to a halt. He was in that section of the Park known as the Rambles--a
maze of diverse traceries on uneven ground, upon one spur of which
stands a Belvedere, curiously heroic viewed in the spirit of its purpose
and environs.
Quincy faced south. A tuft of cool wind filled his eyes. This was a
balm. Below him fell a rock-buttressed gulch, filled with the night.
From a rustic bridge that spanned it, softly separate from the air, he
could see a black opening in purple haze--a cavern. Water dripped
luridly on the rock. The coarse, trim shrubs behind him seemed the
flourish of a filigree mocking the romantic mood before him. From the
south came a cold glow, the upshot of myriad downtown lights swelling
like an aureole above the sunken Park. And beneath this, against the
mass of trees, gleamed the City’s fires, fitful and fantastic, some set
in rigid form, some straggled, some leading deep, some flaming forth.
The boy found a bench. Now he faced west. Manhattan’s murmur came on
him. A shiver seemed to rise from the far-spun houses. Here was more
regularity--a frigid diapason of lights, serried, unfriendly, looming.
And spaced upon it, deep cuts of black, the gloomy westward streets--one
of which was his! Quincy cupped his chin in his hands and gazed. A tiny
thread of train swept between two darknesses on far Columbus Avenue.
And then the hollow tread of feet below him on the walk. Quincy
straightened up. There was a musical note in their pad. They were
leisurely. There was a long mounting of suspense. At last, over the
brow, was a man.
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