“The poor, brave, harmless, faithful fellow,” she moaned. “Out of the
malignity of my heart, in my pride and callousness, I sent him to an
undeserved death! Oh, I am a wicked woman!” Strangely enough Guntello’s
death seemed to divert her mind entirely from the idea of avenging
herself on Almo. From hating him, she came to realize that she had
really loved him all the while, that she loved him unalterably. From
thinking that she desired his death she came to dread acutely that,
exhausted in body by more than a hundred fights in ten months and worn
by the strain of ceaseless anxiety and vigilance, Almo might succumb to
even a chance-brought adversary.
In this new mood she confided in Lutorius.
The good man was horrified.
“And I never suspected anything wrong!” he exclaimed. “At least you have
been outwardly collected. Nobody has suspected anything. But this is
terrible. A Vestal should menace no man’s life, should not desire any
man’s death. Far from it, her heart should be clean of hate, malice or
envy.”
“Never mind what I have been,” said Brinnaria.
“No disasters have befallen Rome. There is no sign of any wrathfulness
of the gods, or of their displeasure, and I am no longer as I was. That
is all over, I am chastened. I desire harm to no one. Quite the reverse.
What fills my mind now is the thought that, sooner or later, Alma must
perish at the hand of some challenger. I long to save him. I would move
earth and sea to save him. Must a King of the Grove live and die King of
the Grove? Is there no way to rescue him?”
“Consult the Emperor,” said Lutorius. “He is Chief Pontiff of Rome.”
CHAPTER XIX - COMFORT
COMMODUS received Brinnaria in the same palatial room in which she
had so often conferred with his father. The majestic impression of
the magnificent hall was, however, marred by the evidence of the young
Emperor’s chief interests. On one of the great chests lay a pair of
boxing gloves, on another a quiver of arrows and two unstrung bows, on a
third a bridle; a fourth was open and from it protruded a sheaf of
those wooden swords which the Romans used for fencing-practice as we
use foils. Commodus could never wholly free himself from his absorbing
passion for athletic sports.
He himself was a sort of artistic caricature of his father, being very
like him in height, build, features and complexion, with similarly
abundant hair and beard falling over his shoulders and bosom in long
ringlets. But in place of the gravity, wisdom, intelligence and sympathy
which had ennobled the countenance of Aurelius, his face wore an
expression of boyish frivolity, silly vanity, vapid stupidity and
impatient selfishness.
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