Quite the other way. Her fame as a Vestal whose prayers were sure to be
heard, at first a source of natural pride and gratification to her, came
to be a burden, even a positive misery. There was an immemorial belief
that if a Vestal could be induced to pray for the recapture of an
escaped slave, such a runaway, if within the boundaries of Rome, would
be overcome by a sort of inward numbness which would make it impossible
for him to cross the city limits, so that the retaking of such fugitives
became easy, as it was only necessary to search the wards for them.
City owners of escaped slaves besieged Brinnaria for years and as it
was reported that her intercessions were invariably effective, her fame
increased and petitions for her assistance pestered her.
She bore the annoyance resignedly, reflecting that, while she was in
such repute, no one was likely to impugn her honor.
Life in the Atrium, for the ensuing six years, altered little.
Causidiena, within three years after Brinnaria’s ordeal, became totally
blind. Care of her devolved particularly upon Terentia, of whom she was
dotingly fond.
The routine duties of the maintenance of the sacred fire those two
shared, for Causidiena, even stone blind, never required anyone’s
assistance to tell her the condition of the altar-fire and could care
for it and feed it even alone, judging its needs by the sensations of
her outstretched hands, never burning herself, never letting brands or
ashes fall on the Temple floor. But in all other matters Causidiena and
Terentia were concerned only when their participation was demanded
by canonical regulations, Terentia devoting herself to attendance on
Causidiena, while Causidiena officiated only when the presence of the
Chief Vesta was indispensable.
For Numisia, Gargilia, Manlia and Brinnaria, their main concern was to
arrange that Causidiena should have as little as possible to do and that
Terentia might devote as much as possible of her time to entertaining
Causidiena. This was not easy to accomplish, for Causidiena’s mind was
perfectly clear, her knowledge of every inch of the Atrium enabled her
to move about it unhesitatingly at all hours of the day and night, her
sense of duty urged her to do all that she had ever done when her sight
was perfect, and, like most blind persons, she resented any reference,
expressed or implied, to her infirmity. Consideration for her called for
almost superhuman tact and dexterity. To the best of their ability
the four strove to shield her without her being able to perceive their
sedulity. To the charm of Terentia’s music she, moreover, yielded
readily. Music, as never before, occupied the leisure of the Atrium.
During these years Brinnaria was almost entirely happy. Her duties, her
solicitude for Causidiena, her affection for Terentia, her delight in
her own and Terentia’s music filled up most of her time.
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