She was then a tall, grave girl of nineteen, looking and behaving like
a woman of twenty-five. Very handsome she was, full-fleshed without a
trace of plumpness, fun breasted without a hint of overabundance. Her
brown hair, now grown long again after its ceremonial shearing at her
entrance into the order of Vestals, was so dark that it was almost
black. Arranged in the six braids traditional for Vestals and wound
round her head like a coronet it became her notably. Her complexion
was creamy, with a splendid brilliant color that came and went in her
cheeks. Her expression of face was an indescribable blend of kindliness
and haughtiness towards others, of austerity and cheerfulness inwardly,
of intellectuality and comprehension towards life at large. She had
acquired the statuesqueness of the conventional Vestal attitudes and
movements, but she sat and stood so that all beholders felt a vivid
impression of her vitality, of reserve strength, incomparably beyond
anything possessed by her five colleagues.
Her stately pacing as she walked always appeared the conscious restraint
of what, of itself, would have been a swinging stride. She wore her
clothes with an unanalyzable difference, with a sort of effrontery, as
Calvaster put it in talking of her to his cronies.
On her way to the palace, erect in her white robe amid the gorgeous
crimson hangings of her gilded state coach, she meditated on the great
dissimilarity between the feelings with which she had gone to her first
audience with the Emperor and those with which she now approached his
abode. Then she had been palpitating with conscientious scruples and
childish dreads, now she was sure of herself and of her errand; then she
had thought chiefly of her mother and of the traditions of her family
and clan, now not only her mother was dead, but the whole family of
the Epulones had perished except herself and the Brinnarian clan was
represented by but three families, her relationship to which was fainter
than any assignable degree of cousinship; then she had been full of
elation at her lofty position in the world, now she was perfectly at
home in her environment and felt no emotion at the thought of it.
At the palace she found herself in the same vast room, alone with a
somewhat older and graver Emperor, now sole ruler of their world since
the death of his colleague, Lucius Verus. He greeted her kindly, with an
air of effort to conceal his weariness, and when both were seated asked
her errand.
“In the first place,” she said, “I want you to tell me whether you are
satisfied with the reports you have had of me.”
Aurelius half smiled.
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