“I am well pleased in respect to all your actions but one,” he said.
“You have certainly done better than I expected or hoped. You have
curbed your wild nature so well that, of late years, you have behaved
altogether as a Vestal should. Even earlier your conduct was creditable,
since from the very day of your promise to me, your outbursts were less
and less frequent and also less and less violent. Once only have you
acted so that I felt displeased when I heard what you had done and feel
somewhat displeased even yet.”
“I suppose,” Brinnaria ruminated, “you mean my larruping Bambilio.”
“Yes,” Aurelius admitted. “That was in a sense unforgivable. Had I been
in Rome at the time I must have animadverted upon it with the greatest
severity.”
“If you had been in Rome at the time,” spoke Brinnaria boldly, “I should
not have been flogged by any mere deputy Pontifex of Vesta. It would
have been incumbent upon you, as Pontifex Maximus, yourself to give
me my ceremonial scourging. To you I should have been, of course, as
submissive after my beating as while it was going on. No harm would have
been done.”
The Emperor smiled more than a half smile.
“I am not sure,” he said, “that any harm was done, anyhow.”
“What!” cried Brinnaria. “You excuse me? You defend me?”
“Softly! Softly!” the Emperor caveatted, raising his hand. “I do not
acquit you nor exonerate you. But I do make allowances. And we must
distinguish. We must not confuse the causes of my disapprobation of what
you did with my reasons for believing that no harm resulted. Nor, for
that matter, must we confound with either of them those qualities
in yourself and those circumstances of the case which make me feel,
illogically perhaps, but very possibly, more inclined to thank you than
to censure you.”
“Castor be good to me!” cried Brinnaria. “Am I dreaming?”
“Don’t interrupt, you disrespectful minx,” the Emperor laughed; “this is
a lecture. Hear it out.
“In the first place you were technically right in saying that there
is not one word in any sacred writing or in the pronouncements of the
Pontiffs or the statutes of the Vestals to forbid a flogged Vestal from
beating her scourger. Just as Solon in the code of laws which he drew up
for the Athenians prescribed no penalty for the slayer of his father or
mother, because, as he explained when the omission was pointed out to
him, he had thought that no child would ever kill its parents; so no
framer of rubrics ever foresaw the necessity of forbidding what no one
conceived of as possible. All persons were assumed to be too much in
awe of Pontiffs, for anyone to dare to raise a hand against any Pontiff,
least of all a Vestal against her spiritual father. The world had to
wait for a Brinnaria to demonstrate that the unimaginable could come to
pass.
“Yet the very fact that it was nowhere written down that you must not do
it makes your act all the worse. It was monstrous.
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