it is the easiest thing in the world for a Vestal to be accused. Refuse
to sell a farm for half its value, snub a bore, order a slave flogged
for some unbearable blunder, and the result is the same; false
accusation with perjured witnesses and a quick conviction most likely to
follow.”
“The subject seems to have occupied your mind a great deal,” Aurelius
ruminated.
“Do you wonder?” Brinnaria flamed at him. “What in all the tragic,
dramatic history of Rome is half so dramatic or a tenth so tragic as the
burial of a Vestal? In all our centuries of ferocity, what seems half so
cruel?
“I know that cruelty played no part in the invention of burial alive
as a punishment for a convicted Vestal. I know that no caitiff could
be found so vile as to dare to lay hands on a Vestal, no ruffian so
reckless as to venture to end her life by sword or axe, by strangling
or drowning. The most impious miscreant has too much fear of the gods to
injure a consecrated priestess. The only way to dispose of a delinquent
Vestal is to bury her alive. But the cruelty of it makes me choke. I
think of the last hours of each of those who were punished, of their
thoughts as the time drew near, of their feelings alone in the dark
waiting for death to release them from their sufferings.
“I think of these underground cells as they are now, out there under
that awful unkempt, ragged waste lot by the Colline Gate. I think of the
skeletons mouldering on the mouldering cots, of the bones, the fragments
of crumbling bones, the dust of crumbled bones on the stone floors, as
they have been for hundreds of years, as they will be for thousands of
years to come. The cot cannot yet have decayed from under what is left
of poor Cornelia; her bones must still be entire and in order on the
webbing; Aurelia’s bones must be whole yet and Licinia’s and Marcia’s;
of Floronia there can hardly be left a trace by now, where Minucia died
there can be only an empty stone cell. Do you wonder that the subject
haunts me?”
“I do and I do not,” Aurelius replied. “I’ve let you relieve your mind
by talking yourself tired. Now listen to me. I think I understand you
perfectly. When you came to me before the novel responsibilities of your
office had worn on your nerves and you were quivering with dread
for fear you might be an unworthy priestess. Now the perils of your
situation are wearing on your nerves and you are brooding over the
possibility of accusation, trial, conviction and burial alive.
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