Arizona -- Fiction; Love stories; Mines and mineral resources -- Fiction; Western stories
“I will tell you,” answered Jean slowly, looking intently out into the
darkness. “I will tell you why I am afraid for him, because you are his
friend as you are mine, and you will understand. I am afraid that it is
only for my sake that he has made his reform, and I told him to-day that
I did not quite trust him, and that—oh, Baird, you must understand!”
Radlett bowed his head in grave assent. “Yes, I understand.”
“But,” Jean went on, “if you think that this will cause him to fall
again, I cannot bear it; for Baird, I do care for him, and if this is his
last chance, I will give it to him.”
Radlett grasped her hand firmly in his own and bent over her. No crisis
of his life had ever taxed his self-control like this.
“Jean,” he said slowly, “he does not need you. Do you suppose that if
he did I should think him worthy the great gift of your love?” Baird’s
voice broke, in spite of himself; but he controlled it and went on:
“Stephen has fought his fight and won it as it must be won—_alone_. Do
you know what he has been since he left your father? Do you know of the
way he behaved in that fight in Mexico, of the way in which he has saved
the mine here, of the strength, the powers, the self-discipline that
he has shown. It must be something stronger than his love for a woman
that will save such a man as Loring, when he has once started down hill.
Stephen had that ‘something stronger.’ God help him, it cut to the bone!
Since that accident, Loring has never been quite his old self. I am
afraid he never will be, that he will always be under a cloud, but Jean,
it saved him. He has won his fight without you, and for that reason he
is worthy of you.” Baird felt the fingers in his own tighten in their
grasp. “Jean,” he went on, “you know how I have cared for you ever since
we were children, and how, although you did not care,” he cut short her
protestation quickly, “and how although you did not care in that way, I
love you now above anything on earth.”
The tears gathered hot in Jean’s eyes.
“You know that as I told you a moment ago your happiness is the highest
thing in the world to me, and I say to you: if you love Stephen, marry
him. If you do not love him, then I am sorry for him, but I am not afraid
for him. I am proud of him.”
“He must be a man, Baird, to have such a friend as you.”
A deep silence fell between them. Then Radlett rose suddenly, for he knew
his endurance could stand no more. He bent over her hand and kissed it
tenderly. Then with a heart-rendingly cheerful “good night,” he strode
off into the darkness towards his quarters.
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