Arizona -- Fiction; Love stories; Mines and mineral resources -- Fiction; Western stories
Seated there in the open, beneath the vivid blue sky, with no sound but
that of the softly, coolly running water near, all the scene of the
accident loomed clearly before him, far more clearly than it had done
in the morning when he had still been in the camp, and surrounded by the
routine of life there. The very warmth of the sunlight, which should have
made a man’s heart bound with the joy of living, merely added to the
blackness of his mood.
He was very nervous, and smoked with quick, hard puffs. Once his pony
started at something. The sound brought Loring to his feet, all of a
quiver. He sat down again, wiping the perspiration from his forehead with
an excited gesture. Gripping his hands together hard, he thought the
situation over and over. The more he thought of it, the worse it seemed.
This was not a case which could be called the result of negligence, or
drifting. It came very close to crime, and he knew it. Stephen Loring
was a man who, when he sat in judgment upon himself, was unflinching. He
weakened only when it came to carrying out the sentence which the court
imposed. He thought of Miss Cameron, as she had been on the ride which
they had taken together; then of what she must think of him now. This
brought a flush of shame to his cheeks.
Suddenly he recalled the note which Wah had brought to him, and he took
it reverently from his blouse. It was the first time that he had ever
seen her handwriting. His name was written upon the envelope in clear,
decided letters, which coincided well with the character of the writer.
Stephen looked at the writing, with an infinite tenderness softening the
lines on his face. He started to tear open the envelope, then suddenly he
stopped.
“I won’t,” he exclaimed, half aloud. “I will not read it until I am
worthy to do so, or until I have a great need of it.” Reluctantly he slid
the note back into his blouse. Then, coloring, he pushed it over to his
left side. His heart seemed to beat more strongly, more manfully, for the
companionship.
He had eaten no breakfast, and began to be conscious of a great hunger.
He ate, down to the last crust, the pie which Wah had given to him. It
was as good as its maker had claimed it to be.
There is nothing in the world equal to food for restoring self-respect,
and Stephen, having eaten, began to see the world more normally.
Tightening his belt, he took a long drink from the stream, then saddled
“_Muy Bueno_” and started again on his way.
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