The Usurper: An Episode in Japanese HistoryGautier, Judith
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The Usurper: An Episode in Japanese History
Gautier, Judith
French fiction -- Translations into English; Japan -- History -- Fiction
"Yes, and madly. I felt a strange and constant pain; I could not sleep;
all pleasures annoyed me. I gave way to my anger continually, and I
abused my women. The one whom I thought you loved, I loathed. One
evening I drove her from my presence because she betrayed her love by
an exclamation on seeing you leaning against a tree. I returned to my
palace. I can see you still in the moonlight, pale, with burning eyes."
"Did you not see that I looked at you alone?"
"No; and all night long I wept in silence."
"Oh, do not drive me mad!" cried the Prince.
"You see," said she, "I conceal nothing from you; I lay my heart bare
before you, confident of your loyalty."
"I am worthy of your confidence," said the Prince; "my love is as pure
as your own."
"A few days later," continued the Queen, "you knelt before me in
the audience-chamber. Surprised at your emotion, I permitted myself
to speak of my maid-of-honor. You cried out that you did not love
her, casting upon me a look in which all your soul was visible. Do
you remember what a scornful, angry air I assumed? If you knew what
ineffable joy overwhelmed me: the gazelle seized in the tiger's claws,
then let suddenly loose, must feel something of my sensations. I knew
then that it was I whom you loved; your look and your emotion told me
so. When I left you, I hurried into the gardens and wrote the verses
which I gave you so indifferently.
"They lie here upon my heart," said the Prince; "they never leave me."
"Do you recognize this?" said the Kisaki, showing the Prince a fan
thrust into the girdle of silver brocade which encircled her waist.
"No," said Nagato; "what may that be?"
She took out the fan, and opened it. It was of white paper, sprinkled
with gold. In one corner was a tuft of reeds and two storks flying
over; at the other end were four lines of poetry, written in Chinese
characters.
"The thing which we love more than all else, we prefer that no one
else should love.
It belongs to another.
So the willow, which takes root in our garden,
Bends, blown by the wind, and adorns our neighbor's wall with
its branches."
"Those are the verses which I wrote in the western orchard!" cried the
Prince. "Have you preserved that fan?"
"I never use any other," said the Kisaki.
They broke into pleased laughter, forgetful of their past sufferings,
dwelling with delight on this moment of happiness. The Queen no longer
spoke of returning to the palace.
"If you were my brother!" she suddenly exclaimed; "if I might pass my
life in your society without giving rise to slander, how swiftly the
days would pass."
"And you wanted to drive me from you, cruel one!"
"The queen issued that order; before your tears the woman could not
obey! But tell me now, how did you happen to fall in love with me?"
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