Adventure stories; California -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She rose one morning about nine o’clock. The sky was leaden, as usual,
and the wind moaned over the Valley of Arcana. It was cold and dreary
in the cave, for she had slept for the past three hours and the fire
had died down to a bed of coals. She glanced once at the huddled form
under the blankets, then with the wooden shovel moved the drifted snow
from the entrance and rebuilt the signal fire outside. Then she made
acorn bread--how she hated it!--soaked and stewed jerked rabbit, and
laid out on the stone table an array of dried grapes and huckleberries.
When the unappetizing meal was ready she tried to drag the inert man
from his blankets, but he muttered and refused to move. So she ate, and
afterward made an effort to feed him, but without avail.
She wondered if he was dying. She wondered, too, at her indifference.
Surely he would be better dead. Her existence had become a primitive
one, and primitive people are wont to look at such things as life and
death in a most pragmatic light. But she hated herself again for not
worrying over his fate. If he refused to eat, however, what could she
do? Dr. Shonto had told her that she would know what to do if the
tablets should run out before his return. She knew now what he had
meant. She could feed Andy and keep him from freezing--and nothing more!
She left him wrapped in his blankets, breathing huskily, a motionless
heap of animal matter. She waded through the snow that had drifted
into the trail, which the previous day she had cleared, and sought the
waterfall and her friend of the driving spray.
He was there before her, perched upon his stone, bowing and scraping,
and bobbing about like a hard working auctioneer. This morning,
however, his song failed to cheer her. She wondered if she were going
mad. Strange thoughts had been in her mind since she had arisen. She
somehow seemed indifferent to what might lie before her. She was dull
and apathetic, and it seemed that she almost was as insensible to grief
and fear as that vegetated man lying like a dying fish in the Cave of
Hypocritical Frogs. She could not cry this morning. With dull eyes she
gazed at the antics of the water ouzel, and her thoughts were taken
up with a vague wonder of everything--life particularly. She wondered
who she was, why she was, what she was--wondered if her past were all
a dream--wondered if she had not lived in this deserted valley always,
and only dreamed of civilization and a girl called Charmian Reemy.
She must fight this off. She was growing afraid--afraid of herself! She
twisted her fingers together in a sudden agony of realization of her
plight, as when an unannounced wave of understanding sweeps across the
befuddled mind of a drunken man and he knows that he is drunk, and for
a moment suffers deep remorse. She rose to her feet to walk about for
warmth--
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