Adventure stories; California -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The firm, puckered, rather thick lips of Dr. Shonto made a corrugated
horizontal line as he drank in the beauty of the picture the drooping
girl unconsciously posed for him. He thought of his own pale-blue
eyes, his sparse sandy eyebrows, his thin, neutral-coloured hair, his
pitted, Gargantuan nose. But he straightened. He had the body of a
gladiator, the heart of a knight, the soul of a poet, and his intellect
had brought both fame and wealth to his feet. The doctor knew all this;
he knew himself, his possibilities and his limitations. He wanted this
girl--he deserved her--he had given up his important work to go with
her on this impulsively planned expedition and shield her and win her.
She was a combination of all that he desired in a wife. To let Andy
Jerome take her away from him would be an injustice to all concerned.
His brains and his character and his manhood had made an appeal to her,
he felt. Were these attributes enough for her? Was not he possessed of
attributes of sufficient worthiness to offer in exchange for her beauty
and womanly charm? And some women, he knew, were strangely attracted
by an ugly man who offers them virility and a masterful personality.
And nearly all such women, he had noted in his vast experience of life,
were lovely women and intensely feminine.
“Charmian,” he said suddenly, in a voice just loud enough to be heard
above the boisterous laughter of the creek, “I’ve been thinking, since
the night Andy and I first saw you at El Trono de Tolerancia, that
maybe you’re the woman I have been waiting for and longing for ever
since I became a man. I came upon this trip with you to find out if my
intuition had told me right. It has. The last week of you has shown me
that you and I will not be doing our full duty to life unless we are
together.”
Her supple body tensed a trifle, then relaxed again. Her long lashes
had lifted until he saw the silken sheen of her dark eyes, but now they
were dropped once more.
“I’ll admit that I have gone about this thing with practicality,” he
continued. “It is, perhaps, my scientific nature that caused me to.
It’s better that way. It’s safest. Boys don’t make love as I am making
it, but I’m no boy, though I’m none the less sincere. I look upon
successful marriage as the ideal partnership. And you will realize
when you are a little older, as I do, that companionship is the most
important feature of married life. Don’t think that I don’t love you.
I do--deeply. But I’m not offering you the blind, fiery, uncontrolled
passion of a youth in his twenties. I’m offering you the sincere love
of a mature, reasoning man. What do you think of it?”
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