Adventure stories; China -- Fiction; Science fiction; Tibet Autonomous Region (China) -- Fiction
I write these final words as fast as pen will travel over paper, for I
know the end is near.
I began to write, working night and day whenever my brain was clear
enough to think and remember. It was not so always. I think it was on
the night I finished my chapter describing our descent into the valley
of great birds that the first attack came upon me. I have no time here
to describe the visitation, nor is there need, for it was a recurrence,
three-fold intensified, of that paralysing oppression of spirit I had
known during my imprisonment in Hellas. I knew what it meant. I was
paying the penalty of my broken oath, to a people more terrible by far
than any secret organisation of natives in the outer world. Almost have
I expected to see materialise, in this room where I write, the tall,
stern, accusing finger of some wise one from the Hall of Wandering
Souls, but that horror at least has been spared me. As before, the
onsets have steadily increased in fury, but as before they have been
intermittent; and it is during the dwindling intervals of peace that I
have rushed on with this narrative, to which I now write _finis_ as the
crowning work of my life....
May God have mercy upon my soul.
EPILOGUE
So ends, in a hand markedly hurried and scrawled in comparison with the
earlier portions of the manuscript, the narrative which was brought
into my room on that bitter Peking morning so long ago: a narrative
which, leaving out of consideration the ingenious but confessedly
fictitious compositions of the professional romancers, struck me and
strikes me still as the most remarkable record of human experience ever
set down in black and white. I have already written, in my preface to
the manuscript, that the reader must judge for himself of its truth
or falsity; but I may perhaps fittingly add a few lines as to my own
view and the circumstances under which this narrative now comes to be
published.
Firstly, regarding Ronald Mirlees, the writer of the manuscript. I had
had personal experience of him in the past, and found him to be a man
of the staunchest trustworthiness. No one who had known him would, I am
convinced, ever credit that he could be guilty of deliberate falsehood;
indeed, his greatest handicap in advancing his repute among scholarly
Europeans of the East had been a too dogmatic manner of stating what
he believed to be the truth. Critics who were reluctant to accept the
fruits of his researches on sight he treated invariably with a cavalier
outspokenness approaching to contempt--an attitude which may have been
at times in some degree provoked, but was certainly not calculated
to make him popular with other orientalists. As for engineering an
elaborate hoax and planting it on a former friend and comrade in
adventure, I should eternally believe him incapable of this, if only
for the reason that to the best of my knowledge he was totally devoid
of a sense of humour. So much for the character of Ronald Mirlees.
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