The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
And while I lay reflecting, after my heart stopped beating,
feeling as if my soul was full of the Holy Spirit, I thought that
perhaps there might be angels hovering round my bed. I felt just
as if I wanted to converse with them, and finally I spoke, saying,
‘O ye affectionate angels! how is it that ye can take so much
interest in our welfare, and we take so little interest in our
own.’ After this, with difficulty I got to sleep; and when I awoke
in the morning my first thoughts were: What has become of my
happiness? and, feeling a degree of it in my heart, I asked for
more, which was given to me as quick as thought. I then got up to
dress myself, and found to my surprise that I could but just
stand. It appeared to me as if it was a little heaven upon earth.
My soul felt as completely raised above the fears of death as of
going to sleep; and like a bird in a cage, I had a desire, if it
was the will of God, to get released from my body and to dwell
with Christ, though willing to live to do good to others, and to
warn sinners to repent. I went downstairs feeling as solemn as if
I had lost all my friends, and thinking with myself, that I would
not let my parents know it until I had first looked into the
Testament. I went directly to the shelf and looked into it, at the
eighth chapter of Romans, and every verse seemed to almost speak
and to confirm it to be truly the Word of God, and as if my
feelings corresponded with the meaning of the word. I then told my
parents of it, and told them that I thought that they must see
that when I spoke, that it was not my own voice, for it appeared
so to me. My speech seemed entirely under the control of the
Spirit within me; I do not mean that the words which I spoke were
not my own, for they were. I thought that I was influenced similar
to the Apostles on the day of Pentecost (with the exception of
having power to give it to others, and doing what they did). After
breakfast I went round to converse with my neighbors on religion,
which I could not have been hired to have done before this, and at
their request I prayed with them, though I had never prayed in
public before.
“I now feel as if I had discharged my duty by telling the truth,
and hope by the blessing of God, it may do some good to all who
shall read it. He has fulfilled his promise in sending the Holy
Spirit down into our hearts, or mine at least, and I now defy all
the Deists and Atheists in the world to shake my faith in Christ.”
So much for Mr. Bradley and his conversion, of the effect of which upon
his later life we gain no information. Now for a minuter survey of the
constituent elements of the conversion process.
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