The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
“In the midst of all my joys, in less than half an hour after my
soul was set at liberty, the Lord discovered to me my labor in the
ministry and call to preach the gospel. I cried out, Amen, Lord,
I’ll go; send me, send me. I spent the greatest part of the night
in ecstasies of joy, praising and adoring the Ancient of Days for
his free and unbounded grace. After I had been so long in this
transport and heavenly frame that my nature seemed to require
sleep, I thought to close my eyes for a few moments; then the
devil stepped in, and told me that if I went to sleep, I should
lose it all, and when I should awake in the morning I would find
it to be nothing but a fancy and delusion. I immediately cried
out, O Lord God, if I am deceived, undeceive me.
“I then closed my eyes for a few minutes, and seemed to be
refreshed with sleep; and when I awoke, the first inquiry was,
Where is my God? And in an instant of time, my soul seemed awake
in and with God, and surrounded by the arms of everlasting love.
About sunrise I arose with joy to relate to my parents what God
had done for my soul, and declared to them the miracle of God’s
unbounded grace. I took a Bible to show them the words that were
impressed by God on my soul the evening before; but when I came to
open the Bible, it appeared all new to me.
“I so longed to be useful in the cause of Christ, in preaching the
gospel, that it seemed as if I could not rest any longer, but go I
must and tell the wonders of redeeming love. I lost all taste for
carnal pleasures, and carnal company, and was enabled to forsake
them.”(120)
Young Mr. Alline, after the briefest of delays, and with no book‐learning
but his Bible, and no teaching save that of his own experience, became a
Christian minister, and thenceforward his life was fit to rank, for its
austerity and single‐mindedness, with that of the most devoted saints. But
happy as he became in his strenuous way, he never got his taste for even
the most innocent carnal pleasures back. We must class him, like Bunyan
and Tolstoy, amongst those upon whose soul the iron of melancholy left a
permanent imprint. His redemption was into another universe than this mere
natural world, and life remained for him a sad and patient trial. Years
later we can find him making such an entry as this in his diary: “On
Wednesday the 12th I preached at a wedding, and had the happiness thereby
to be the means of excluding carnal mirth.”
The next case I will give is that of a correspondent of Professor Leuba,
printed in the latter’s article, already cited, in vol. vi. of the
American Journal of Psychology. This subject was an Oxford graduate, the
son of a clergyman, and the story resembles in many points the classic
case of Colonel Gardiner, which everybody may be supposed to know. Here it
is, somewhat abridged:—
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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