The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
The most curious record of sudden conversion with which I am acquainted is
that of M. Alphonse Ratisbonne, a freethinking French Jew, to Catholicism,
at Rome in 1842. In a letter to a clerical friend, written a few months
later, the convert gives a palpitating account of the circumstances.(121)
The predisposing conditions appear to have been slight. He had an elder
brother who had been converted and was a Catholic priest. He was himself
irreligious, and nourished an antipathy to the apostate brother and
generally to his “cloth.” Finding himself at Rome in his twenty‐ninth
year, he fell in with a French gentleman who tried to make a proselyte of
him, but who succeeded no farther after two or three conversations than to
get him to hang (half jocosely) a religious medal round his neck, and to
accept and read a copy of a short prayer to the Virgin. M. Ratisbonne
represents his own part in the conversations as having been of a light and
chaffing order; but he notes the fact that for some days he was unable to
banish the words of the prayer from his mind, and that the night before
the crisis he had a sort of nightmare, in the imagery of which a black
cross with no Christ upon it figured. Nevertheless, until noon of the next
day he was free in mind and spent the time in trivial conversations. I now
give his own words.
“If at this time any one had accosted me, saying: ‘Alphonse, in a
quarter of an hour you shall be adoring Jesus Christ as your God
and Saviour; you shall lie prostrate with your face upon the
ground in a humble church; you shall be smiting your breast at the
foot of a priest; you shall pass the carnival in a college of
Jesuits to prepare yourself to receive baptism, ready to give your
life for the Catholic faith; you shall renounce the world and its
pomps and pleasures; renounce your fortune, your hopes, and if
need be, your betrothed; the affections of your family, the esteem
of your friends, and your attachment to the Jewish people; you
shall have no other aspiration than to follow Christ and bear his
cross till death;’—if, I say, a prophet had come to me with such a
prediction, I should have judged that only one person could be
more mad than he,—whosoever, namely, might believe in the
possibility of such senseless folly becoming true. And yet that
folly is at present my only wisdom, my sole happiness.
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