Convents -- Fiction; Spain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Spain -- Fiction
Juanita was ushered into the little bare waiting-room in the convent
school of the Sisters of the True Faith in the Calle de la Dormitaleria.
It is a small, square apartment at the end of a long and dark passage.
The day filters dimly into it through a barred window no larger than a
pocket-handkerchief. Juanita stood on tiptoe and looked into a narrow
alley. On the sill of this window Marcos had stood to wrench apart the
bars of the window immediately overhead, through which he had lifted her
one cold night--years and years ago, it seemed.
Nothing had changed in this gloomy house.
"The dear Sister Superior is at prayer in the chapel," the doorkeeper had
whispered. The usual formula; for a nun must always be given the benefit
of the doubt. If she is alone in her cell or in the chapel it is always
piously assumed that she is at prayer. Juanita smiled at the familiar
words.
"Then I will wait," she said, "but not very long."
She gave the nun a familiar little nod of warning as if to intimate that
no tricks of the trade need be tried upon her.
She stood alone in the little gray, dim room now, and waited with
brooding eyes. Within, all was quiet with that air of awesome mystery
peculiar to the cloister, which so soon gives place with increasing
familiarity, to a sense of deadly monotony. It is only from outside that
the mystery of the cloister continues to interest. Juanita knew every
stone in this silent house. Its daily round of artificial duties appeared
small to her eyes.
"They have nothing to do all day in a nunnery," she once said to Marcos
in jest. "So they rise up very early in the morning to do it."
She had laughed on first seeing the mark of Marcos' heel on the
window-sill. She turned and looked at it again now--without laughing. And
she thought of Torre Garda with its keen air, cool to the cheek like
spring water; with the scent of the bracken that she loved; with the
tall, still pines, upright against the sky, motionless, whispering with
the wind.
She had always thought that the cloister represented safety and peace in
a world of strife. And now that she was back within the walls she felt
that it was better to be in the world, to take part in the strife, if
necessary; for Heaven had given her a proud and a fierce heart. She would
rather be miserable here all her life than go back to Marcos, who had
dared to marry her without loving her.
The door of the waiting-room opened and Sor Teresa stood on the
threshold.
"I have come back," said Juanita. "I think I shall go into religion. I
have left Torre Garda."
She gave a short laugh and looked curiously at Sor Teresa--impassive in
her straight-hanging robes.
"So you have got me back," she said. "Back to the convent."
"Not to this convent," replied Sor Teresa, quietly.
"But I have come back. I shall come back--the Mother Superior..."
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