Why should he not kiss her? Was he not her brother? And then,
before he went, she remembered she had something special to tell
him;--something to ask him. Would he not walk with her that evening?
Of course he would walk with her.
"Mary, dear," said her aunt, putting her little arm round her niece's
waist, and embracing her, "don't fall in love with Walter."
"How can you say anything so foolish, Aunt Sarah?"
"It would be very foolish to do so."
"You don't understand how completely different it is. Do you think
I could be so intimate with him as I am if anything of the kind were
possible?"
"I do not know how that may be."
"Do not begrudge it me because I have found a cousin that I can love
almost as I would a brother. There has never been anybody yet for
whom I could have that sort of feeling."
Aunt Sarah, whatever she might think, had not the heart to repeat her
caution; and Mary, quite happy and contented with herself, put on her
hat to run down the hill and meet her cousin at the great gates of
the Lowtown Rectory. Why should he be dragged up the hill, to escort
a cousin down again? This arrangement had, therefore, been made
between them.
For the first mile or two the talk was all about Messrs. Block and
Curling and the money. Captain Marrable was so full of his own
purposes, and so well contented that so much should be saved to him
out of the fortune he had lost, that he had, perhaps, forgotten that
Mary required more advice. But when they had come to the spot on
which they had before sat, she bade him stop and seat himself.
"And now what is it?" he said, as he rolled himself comfortably close
to her side. She told her story, and explained her doubts, and asked
for the revelations of his wisdom. "Are you quite sure about the
propriety of this, Mary?" he said.
"The propriety of what, Walter?"
"Giving up a man who loves you so well, and who has so much to
offer?"
"What was it you said yourself? Sure! Of course I am sure. I am quite
sure. I do not love him. Did I not tell you that there could be no
doubt after what you said?"
"I did not mean that my words should be so powerful."
"They were powerful; but, independently of that, I am quite sure now.
If I could do it myself, I should be false to him. I know that I do
not love him." He was not looking at her where he was lying, but was
playing with a cigar-case which he had taken out, as though he were
about to resume his smoking. But he did not open the case, or look
towards her, or say a word to her. Two minutes had perhaps passed
before she spoke again. "I suppose it would be best that I should
write to him at once?"
"There is no one else, then, you care for, Mary?" he asked.
"No one," she said, as though the question were nothing.
"It is all blank paper with you?"
[Illustration: "It is all blank paper with you?"]
"Quite blank," she said, and laughed. "Do you know, I almost think it
always will be blank."
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