"It always seems to me," said Mr. Gilmore, "that to be successful in
love, a man should not be in love at all; or, at any rate, he should
hide it." Then he went off home alone, feeling on his heart that
pernicious load of a burden which comes from the unrestrained longing
for some good thing which cannot be attained. It seemed to him now
that nothing in life would be worth a thought if Mary Lowther should
continue to say him nay; and it seemed to him, too, that unless the
yea were said very quickly, all his aptitudes for enjoyment would be
worn out of him.
On the next morning, immediately after breakfast, Mr. and Mrs.
Fenwick walked down to the mill together. They went through the
village, and thence by a pathway down to a little foot-bridge, and so
along the river side. It was a beautiful October morning, the 7th of
October, and Fenwick talked of the pheasants. Gilmore, though he was
a sportsman, and shot rabbits and partridges about his own property,
and went occasionally to shooting-parties at a distance, preserved
no game. There had been some old unpleasantness about the Marquis's
pheasants, and he had given it up. There could be no doubt that his
property in the parish being chiefly low lying lands and water meads
unfit for coverts, was not well disposed for preserving pheasants,
and that in shooting he would more likely shoot Lord Trowbridge's
birds than his own. But it was equally certain that Lord Trowbridge's
pheasants made no scruple of feeding on his land. Nevertheless, he
had thought it right to give up all idea of keeping up a head of game
for his own use in Bullhampton.
"Upon my word, if I were you, Gilmore," said the parson, as a bird
rose from the ground close at their feet, "I should cease to be nice
about the shooting after what happened yesterday."
"You don't mean that you would retaliate, Frank?"
"I think I should."
"Is that good parson's law?"
"It's very good squire's law. And as for that doctrine of
non-retaliation, a man should be very sure of his own motives before
he submits to it. If a man be quite certain that he is really
actuated by a Christian's desire to forgive, it may be all very well;
but if there be any admixture of base alloy in his gold, if he allows
himself to think that he may avoid the evils of pugnacity, and have
things go smooth for him here, and become a good Christian by the
same process, why then I think he is likely to fall to the ground
between two stools." Had Lord Trowbridge heard him, his lordship
would now have been quite sure that Mr. Fenwick was an infidel.
They had both doubted whether Sam would be found at the mill; but
there he was, hard at work among the skeleton timbers, when his
friends reached the place.
"I am glad to see you at home again, Sam," said Mrs. Fenwick, with
something, however, of an inner feeling that perhaps she might be
saluting a murderer.
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