"I suppose not, Mr. Fenwick. I shouldn't ought;--ought I, now? But,
Mr. Fenwick, I'd give my left hand she should be happy and gay once
more. I suppose none but a mother feels it, but the sound of her
voice through the house was ever the sweetest music I know'd on.
It'll never have the same ring again, Mr. Fenwick."
He could not tell her that it would. That sainted sinner of whom he
had reminded Mr. Puddleham, though she had attained to the joy of the
Lord,--even she had never regained the mirth of her young innocence.
There is a bloom on the flower which may rest there till the
flower has utterly perished, if the handling of it be sufficiently
delicate;--but no care, nothing that can be done by friends on earth,
or even by better friendship from above, can replace that when once
displaced. The sound of which the mother was thinking could never be
heard again from Carry Brattle's voice. "If we could only get her
home once more," said the Vicar, "she might be a good daughter to you
still."
"I'd be a good mother to her, Mr. Fenwick;--but I'm thinking he'll
never have it so. I never knew him to change on a thing like that,
Mr. Fenwick. He felt it that keenly, it nigh killed 'im. Only that he
took it out o' hisself in thrashing that wicked man, I a'most think
he'd a' died o' it."
Again the Vicar drove to the Bald-faced Stag, and again he walked
along the road and over the common. He offered his arm to the old
woman, but she wouldn't accept it; nor would she upon any entreaty
allow him to carry her bundle. She assured him that his doing so
would make her utterly wretched, and at last he gave up the point.
She declared that she suffered nothing from fatigue, and that her two
miles' walk would not be more than her Sunday journey to church and
back. But as she drew near to the house she became uneasy, and once
asked to be allowed to pause for a moment. "May be, then," said she,
"after all, my girl'd rather that I wouldn't trouble her." He took
her by the arm and led her along, and comforted her,--assuring her
that if she would take her child in her arms Carry would for the
moment be in a heaven of happiness. "Take her into my arms, Mr.
Fenwick? Why,--isn't she in my very heart of hearts at this moment?
And I won't say not a word sharp to her;--not now, Mr. Fenwick. And
why would I say sharp words at all? I suppose she understands it
all."
"I think she does, Mrs. Brattle."
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