That afternoon there came down to the parsonage a note from Mary to
the Captain, asking her lover to meet her, and walk with her before
dinner. He met her, and they took their accustomed stroll along the
towing-path and into the fields. Mary had thought much of her aunt's
words before the note was written, and had a fixed purpose of her own
in view. It was true enough that though she loved this man with all
her heart and soul, so loved him that she could not look forward to
life apart from him without seeing that such life would be a great
blank, yet she was aware that she hardly knew him. We are apt to
suppose that love should follow personal acquaintance; and yet love
at third sight is probably as common as any love at all, and it takes
a great many sights before one human being can know another. Years
are wanted to make a friendship, but days suffice for men and women
to get married. Mary was, after a fashion, aware that she had been
too quick in giving away her heart, and that now, when the gift had
been made in full, it became her business to learn what sort of man
was he to whom she had given it. And it was not only his nature as
it affected her, but his nature as it affected himself that she
must study. She did not doubt but that he was good, and true, and
noble-minded; but it might be possible that a man good, true, and
noble-minded, might have lived with so many indulgences around him
as to be unable to achieve the constancy of heart which would be
necessary for such a life as that which would be now before them if
they married. She had told him that he should decide for himself
and for her also,--thus throwing upon him the responsibility, and
throwing upon him also, very probably, the necessity of a sacrifice.
She had meant to be generous and trusting; but it might be that of
all courses that which she had adopted was the least generous. In
order that she might put this wrong right, if there were a wrong,
she had asked him to come and walk with her. They met at the usual
spot, and she put her hand through his arm with her accustomed smile,
leaning upon him somewhat heavily for a minute, as girls do when they
want to show that they claim the arm that they lean on as their own.
"Have you told Parson John?" said Mary.
"Oh, yes."
"And what does he say?"
"Just what a crabbed, crafty, selfish old bachelor of seventy would
be sure to say."
"You mean that he has told you to give up all idea of comforting
yourself with a wife."
"Just that."
"And Aunt Sarah has been saying exactly the same to me. You can't
think how eloquent Aunt Sarah has been. And her energy has quite
surprised me."
"I don't think Aunt Sarah was ever much of a friend of mine," said
the Captain.
"Not in the way of matrimony; in other respects she approves of you
highly, and is rather proud of you as a Marrable. If you were only
heir to the title, or something of that kind, she would think you the
finest fellow going."
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