I have told you everything now; and
if, after this, you can think me worth having, I can only promise
that I will endeavour, at some future time, to do my duty to you as
your wife." Then she had finished, and she stood before him--waiting
her doom.
His brow had become black and still blacker as she continued her
speech. He had kept his eyes upon her without quailing for a moment,
and had hoped for some moment of tenderness, some sparkle of feeling,
at seeing which he might have taken her in his arms and have stopped
the sternness of her speech. But she had been at least as strong as
he was, and had not allowed herself to show the slightest sign of
weakness.
"You do not love me, then?" he said.
"I esteem you as we esteem our dearest friends."
"And you will never love me?"
"How shall I answer you? I do love you,--but not as I love him. I
shall never again have that feeling."
"Except for him?"
"Except for him. If it is to be conquered, I will conquer it. I know,
Mr. Gilmore, that what I have told you will drive you from me. It
ought to do so."
"It is for me to judge of that," he said, turning upon her quickly.
"In judging for myself I have thought it right to tell you the exact
truth, and to let you know what it is that you would possess if you
should choose to take me." Then again she was silent, and waited for
her doom.
There was a pause of, perhaps, a couple of minutes, during which he
made no reply. He walked the length of the room twice, slowly, before
he uttered a word, and during that time he did not look at her. Had
he chosen to take an hour, she would not have interrupted him again.
She had told him everything, and it was for him now to decide. After
what she had said he could not but recall his offer. How was it
possible that he should desire to make a woman his wife after such a
declaration as that which she had made to him?
"And now," he said, "it is for me to decide."
"Yes, Mr. Gilmore, it is for you to decide."
"Then," said he, coming up to her and putting out his hand, "you are
my betrothed. May God in his mercy soften your heart to me, and
enable you to give me some return for all the love that I bear you."
She took his hand and raised it to her lips and kissed it, and then
had left the room before he was able to stop her.
CHAPTER L.
MARY LOWTHER INSPECTS HER FUTURE HOME.
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