She walked slowly, but she walked nearly the whole day. Nothing could
be more truly tragical than the utterly purposeless tenour of her
day,--and of her whole life. She had no plan,--nothing before her;
no object even for the evening and night of that very day in which
she was wasting her strength on the Devizes road. It is the lack of
object, of all aim, in the lives of the houseless wanderers that
gives to them the most terrible element of their misery. Think of it!
To walk forth with, say, ten shillings in your pocket,--so that there
need be no instant suffering from want of bread or shelter,--and
have no work to do, no friend to see, no place to expect you, no
duty to accomplish, no hope to follow, no bourn to which you can
draw nigher,--except that bourn which, in such circumstances, the
traveller must surely regard as simply the end of his weariness! But
there is nothing to which humanity cannot attune itself. Men can
live upon poison, can learn to endure absolute solitude, can bear
contumely, scorn, and shame, and never show it. Carry Brattle had
already become accustomed to misery, and as she walked she thought
more of the wretchedness of the present hour, of her weary feet, of
her hunger, and of the nature of the rest which she might purchase
for herself at some poor wayside inn, than she did of her future
life.
[Illustration: Carry Brattle.]
She got a lump of bread and a glass of beer in the middle of the day,
and then she walked on and on till the evening came. She went very
slowly, stopping often and sitting down when the road side would
afford her some spot of green shade. At eight o'clock she had walked
fifteen miles, straight along the road, and, as she knew well, had
passed the turn which would have taken her by the nearest way from
Salisbury to Bullhampton. She had formed no plan, but entertained a
hope that if she continued to walk they would not catch her so as to
take her to Heytesbury on the morrow. She knew that if she went on
she might get to Pycroft Common by this road; and though there was no
one in the whole world whom she hated worse than Mrs. Burrows, still
at Pycroft Common she might probably be taken in and sheltered. At
eight she reached a small village which she remembered to have seen
before, of which she saw the name written up on a board, and which
she knew to be six miles from Bullhampton. She was so tired and weary
that she could go no further, and here she asked for a bed. She told
them that she was walking from Salisbury to the house of a friend who
lived near Devizes, and that she had thought she could do it in one
day and save her railway fare. She was simply asked to pay for her
bed and supper beforehand, and then she was taken in and fed and
sheltered. On the next morning she got up very late and was unwilling
to leave the house. She paid for her breakfast, and, as she was
not told to go her way, she sat on the chair in which she had been
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