"She has disgraced my gray hairs, and made me a reproach and a shame.
I will not see her. Bid her begone. I will not speak to her or look
at her. How came she there? When did she come?"
Then Fanny told her father the whole story,--everything as it
occurred, and did not forget to add her own conviction that Carry's
life had been decent in all respects since the Vicar had found a home
for her in Salisbury. "You would not have it go on like that, father.
She is naught to our parson."
"I will pay. As long as there is a shilling left, I will pay for her.
She shall not live on the charity of any man, whether parson or no
parson. But I will not see her. While she be here you may just send
me my vittels to the mill. If she be not gone afore night, I will
sleep here among the sacks."
She stayed with him till the labourer came, and then she returned to
the house, having failed as yet to touch his heart. She went back and
told her story to her mother, and then a part of it to Carry who was
still in bed. Indeed, she had found her mother by Carry's bedside,
and had to wait till she could separate them before she could tell
any story to either. "What does he say of me, Fan?" asked the poor
sinner. "Does he say that I must go? Will he never speak to me again?
I will just throw myself into the mill-race and have done with it."
Her sister bade her to rise and dress herself, but to remain where
she was. It could not be expected, she said, but that their father
would be hard to persuade. "I know that he will kill me when he sees
me," said Carry.
At eight o'clock Fanny took the old man his breakfast to the mill,
while Mrs. Brattle waited on Carry, as though she had deserved all
the good things which a mother could do for a child. The miller sat
upon a sack at the back of the building, while the hired man took his
meal of bread and cheese in the front, and Fanny remained close at
his elbow. While the old man was eating she said nothing to him. He
was very slow, and sat with his eyes fixed upon the morsel of sky
which was visible through the small aperture, thinking evidently of
anything but the food that he was swallowing. Presently he returned
the empty bowl and plate to his daughter, as though he were about at
once to resume his work. Hitherto he had not uttered a single word
since she had come to him.
"Father," she said, "think of it. Is it not good to have mercy and to
forgive? Would you drive your girl out again upon the streets?"
The miller still did not speak, but turned his face round upon his
daughter with a gaze of such agony that she threw herself on the sack
beside him, and clung to him with her arms round his neck.
"If she were such as thee, Fan," he said. "Oh, if she were such as
thee!" Then again he turned away his face that she might not see the
tear that was forcing itself into the corner of his eye.
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