"That is nonsense. He is not a man whom you despise or dislike.
If you will only meet him half-way you will soon find that your
sympathies will grow."
"There never will be a spark of sympathy between us."
"Mary, that is most horribly wicked. What you mean is this, that
he is not light and gay as a lover. Of course he remembers the
occurrences of the last six months. Of course he cannot be so happy
as he might have been had Walter Marrable never been at Loring. There
must be something to be conquered, something to be got over, after
such an episode. But you may set your face against doing that, or you
may strive to do it. For his sake, if not for your own, the struggle
should be made."
"A man may struggle to draw a loaded wagon, but he won't move it."
"The load in this case is of your own laying on. One hour of frank
kindness on your part would dispel his gloom. He is not gloomy by
nature."
Then Mary Lowther tried to achieve that hour of frank kindness and
again failed. She failed and was conscious of her failure, and there
came a time,--and that within three weeks of her engagement,--in
which she had all but made up her mind to return the ring which he
had given her, and to leave Bullhampton for ever. Could it be right
that she should marry a man that she did not love?
That was her argument with herself, and yet she was deterred from
doing as she contemplated by a circumstance which could have had no
effect on that argument. She received from her Aunt Marrable the
following letter, in which was certainly no word capable of making
her think that now, at last, she could love the man whom she had
promised to marry. And yet this letter so affected her, that she told
herself that she would go on and become the wife of Harry Gilmore.
She would struggle yet again, and force herself to succeed. The
wagon, no doubt, was heavily laden, but still, with sufficient
labour, it might perhaps be moved.
Miss Marrable had been asked to go over to Dunripple, when Mary
Lowther went to Bullhampton. It had been long since she had been
there, and she had not thought ever to make such a visit. But there
came letters, and there were rejoinders,--which were going on before
Mary's departure,--and at last it was determined that Miss Marrable
should go to Dunripple, and pay a visit to her cousin. But she did
not do this till long after Walter Marrable had left the place. She
had written to Mary soon after her arrival, and in this first letter
there had been no word about Walter; but in her second letter she
spoke very freely of Walter Marrable,--as the reader shall see.
Dunripple, 2nd July, 1868.
DEAR MARY,
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