It was not the entreaty made by her aunt that an early day should
be fixed for the marriage which made Mary Lowther determine that
she would yet once more attempt to drag the wagon. She could have
withstood such entreaty as that, and, had the letter gone no further,
would probably have replied to it by saying that no day could be
fixed at all. But, with the letter there came an assurance that
Walter Marrable had forgotten her, was about to marry Edith Brownlow,
and that therefore all ideas of love and truth and sympathy and joint
beating of mutual hearts, with the rest of it, might be thrown to the
winds. She would marry Harry Gilmore, and take care that he had good
dinners, and would give her mind to flannel petticoats and coal for
the poor of Bullhampton, and would altogether come down from the
pedestal which she had once striven to erect for herself. From that
high but tottering pedestal, propped up on shafts of romance and
poetry, she would come down; but there would remain for her the
lower, firmer standing block, of which duty was the sole support. It
was no doubt most unreasonable that any such change should come upon
her in consequence of her aunt's letter. She had never for a moment
told herself that Walter Marrable could ever be anything to her,
since that day on which she had by her own deed liberated him from
his troth; and, indeed, had done more than that, had forced him to
accept that liberation. Why then should his engagement with another
woman have any effect with her either in one direction or in the
other? She herself had submitted to a new engagement,--had done so
before he had shown any sign of being fickle. She could not therefore
be angry with him. And yet, because he could be fickle, because he
could do that very thing which she had openly declared her purpose of
doing, she persuaded herself,--for a week or two,--that any sacrifice
made to him would be a sacrifice to folly, and a neglect of duty.
At this time, during this week or two, there came to her direct from
the jewellers in London, a magnificent set of rubies,--ear-rings,
brooch, bracelets, and necklace. The rubies she had seen before, and
knew that they had belonged to Mr. Gilmore's mother. Mrs. Fenwick had
told him that the setting was so old that no lady could wear them
now, and there had been a presentiment that they would be forthcoming
in a new form. Mary had said that, of course, such ornaments as these
would come into her hands only when she became Mrs. Gilmore. Mrs.
Fenwick had laughed and told her that she did not understand the
romantic generosity of her lover. And now the jewellery had come to
her at the parsonage without a word from Gilmore, and was spread out
in its pretty cases on the vicarage drawing-room table. Now, if ever,
must she say that she could not do as she had promised.
"Mary," said Mrs. Fenwick, "you must go up to him to-morrow, and tell
him how noble he is."
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