Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"Well, Rosalind, give me your arm again, and I will speak more
seriously. The very preposterous and ludicrous manner which Fanny, or
her spiritual adviser, has chosen for showing forth her own particular
regeneration, has perhaps led me to treat it more slightly than I should
have done had the indications of this temporary perversion of judgment
been of a more serious character. That is doubtless one reason for the
mirth I have shown. Another is, that I conceive it would be more easy to
draw poor little Fanny back again into the bosom of Mother Church by
laughing at her, rather than by making her believe herself a martyr."
"Your laughter is a species of martyrdom which she will be taught to
glory in enduring. But at present I feel sure that all our discussions
on this topic must be in vain. I rejoice that you are here, though it is
plain that you do not think her situation requires your presence; and I
will ask no further submission of your judgment to mine, than requesting
that you will not leave Mowbray till your mother returns."
"Be assured I will not; and be assured also, that however much it is
possible we may differ as to the actual atrocity of this new vicar, or
the danger Fanny runs in listening to him, I shall never cease to be
grateful, dearest Miss Torrington, for the interest you have shown for
her, and indeed for us all."
"Acquit me of silly interference," replied Rosalind, colouring, "and I
will acquit you of all obligation."
"But I don't wish to be acquitted of it," said Charles rather tenderly:
"you do not know how much pleasure I have in thinking that you already
feel interested about us all!"
This was giving exactly the turn to what she had done which poor
Rosalind most deprecated. The idea that young Mowbray might imagine she
had sent for him from _a general feeling of interest for the family_,
had very nearly prevented her writing at all--and nothing but a sense of
duty had conquered the repugnance she felt at doing it. It had not been
a little vexing to perceive that he thought lightly of what she
considered as so important; and now that in addition to this he appeared
to conceive it necessary to return thanks for the _interest_ she had
manifested, Rosalind turned away her head, and not without difficulty
restrained the tears which were gathering in her eyes from falling. She
was not in general slow in finding words to express what she wished to
say; but at this moment, though extremely desirous of answering
_suitably_, as she would have herself described the power she wanted,
not a syllable would suggest itself which she had courage or inclination
to speak: so, hastening her steps towards the house, she murmured, "You
are very kind--it is almost time to dress, I believe," and left him.
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