Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"Rosalind! Rosalind!--how can I do otherwise? Come, come, enough of
this: do not force me against my will, against my resolution, to tell
you what has brought me to the wretched, hopeless state of apathy in
which you found me. Were I to do this, you would only have to follow the
weakness of your nature, and believe, in order to become as moody and as
miserable as myself."
"But you do not mean to tell me that I should be proving my weakness in
believing _you_?"
"Indeed I do. You surely cannot be altogether so credulous as to suppose
that all you see in me is true, sincere, candid, open, honest?"
"Are you honest now in telling me that you are false?"
"Why, partly yes, and partly no, Rosalind; and it is just such a
question as that which sets one upon discovering how contrary to our
very essence it is, to be purely and altogether true. But were I one of
those who fancy that pincushions are often made by the merciful decrees
of an all-wise Providence, I should say that we were ordained to be
false, in order to prevent our being straightforward, undisguised
demons. Why, I,--look you,--who sit netting a purse that I hope will
never be finished, as diligently as if my life would be saved by
completing the last stitch by a given time, and as quietly as if I had
no nails upon my fingers, and no pointed scissors in my
netting-case,--even I, all harmless as I seem, would be likely, were it
not for my consummate hypocrisy, to be stabbing and scratching half a
dozen times a day."
"And, were you freed from this restraint, would your maiming
propensities betray themselves promiscuously, or be confined to one or
more particular objects?"
"Not quite promiscuously, I think. But, hypocrisy apart for a moment, do
you not perceive that Mr. Charles Mowbray has been looking round at
us,--at both of us, observe,--about once in every second minute? Do you
know that I think he would like us,--both of us, observe,--to walk on
and join the party."
"Well, then, let us do so," said Rosalind.
* * * * *
As they drew near the house, they perceived Mr. Stephen Corbold
wandering round it, his hands behind his back and under his coat, and
his eyes now raised to the stately portico, now lowered to the long
range of windows belonging to the conservatory; at one moment sent
afield over the spacious park, and in the next brought back again to
contemplate anew the noble mansion to which it belonged. During one of
the wanderings of those speculating orbs, he spied the advancing party;
and immediately settling himself in his attire, and assuming the more
graceful attitude obtained by thrusting a hand in each side-pocket of
his nether garments, he resolutely walked forward to meet them.
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