Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"You are not looking well, my Fanny," said her brother, fondly pressing
her arm as they turned into the most sheltered part of the garden. "Do
you think the morning too cold for walking, my love? You used to be such
a hardy little thing, Fanny, that you cared for nothing; but I am afraid
the case is different now."
This was not exactly the opening that Fanny expected, and there was a
tenderness in the tone of his voice that almost softened her heart
towards him; but she answered not a word,--perhaps she feared to trust
her voice.
"I wish you would tell me, dearest, if any sorrow or vexation has chased
away the bloom and the gladness that we all so loved to look upon. Tell
me, Fanny, what is it that has changed you so sadly? You will not?--Then
you do not love me as I love you; for I am sure if I had a sorrow I
should open my heart to you."
"When a Christian has a sorrow, brother Charles, he should open his
heart to Heaven and not to a poor sinful mortal as wicked and as weak as
himself."
"But surely, my dear Fanny, that need not prevent a brother and sister
from conversing with the greatest confidence together. How many texts I
could quote you in which family unity and affection are inculcated in
the Bible!"
"Pray do not quote the Bible," said Fanny in a voice of alarm, "till the
right spirit has come upon you. It is a grievous sin to do it, or to
hear it."
"Be assured, Fanny, that I feel quite as averse to quoting the Bible
irreverently as you can do. But tell me why it is you think that the
right spirit, as you call it, has not come upon me."
"As I call it!" repeated Fanny, shuddering, "It is not I, Charles,--it
is one of Heaven's saints who says it; and it is a sin for me to listen
to you."
"It is doubtless Mr. Cartwright who says it, Fanny. Is it not so?"
"And who has so good a right to say it as the minister of your parish,
and the friend and protector that Heaven has sent to your widowed
mother?"
Poor Mowbray felt his heart swell. It was difficult to hear the man who
had come between him and all his best duties and affections named in
this manner as his own maligner, and restrain his just and natural
indignation;--yet he did restrain it, and said in a voice of the utmost
gentleness,
"Do you think, my beloved Fanny, Mr. Cartwright's influence in this
house has been for our happiness?"
"May the Lord forgive me for listening to such words!" exclaimed Fanny,
with that look of nervous terror which her beautiful face now so often
expressed. "But he can't! he can't!--I know it, I know it! It is my doom
to sin, and you are only an agent of that enemy who is for ever seeking
my soul to destroy it.--Leave me! leave me!"
"Fanny, this is dreadful! Can you really believe that the God of love
and mercy will hold you guilty for listening to the voice of your
brother? What have I ever done, my Fanny, to deserve to be thus driven
from your presence?"
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