Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"By the blessing of providence I am strong," replied the deluded lady,
struggling to overcome Heaven's best gift of pure affection in her
heart. "By its blessing, and by the earnest prayers of its holiest
saint, I am able, wretched boy, to look at thee, and say, Satan avaunt!
But I am tried sorely," she continued, turning her eyes from the manly
countenance of her son, now wet with tears. "Sorely, sorely, doomed and
devoted boy, am I tried? But he, the Lord's vicar upon earth, the chosen
shepherd, the anointed saint,--he, even he tells me to be of good cheer,
for whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth."
"Can you then believe, mother, that the merciful God of heaven and of
earth approves your forsaking your children, solely because they worship
him as they have been taught to do? Can you believe that he approves
your turning your eyes and heart from them to devote yourself to a
stranger to your blood, a preacher of strange doctrine, and one who
loves them not?"
"I have already told you, impious maligner of the holiest of men, that I
know where my duty lies. I know, I tell you, that I not only know it,
but will do it.--Torment me no more! Leave me, leave me, unhappy boy!
leave me that I may pray for pardon for having listened to thee so
long."
She rose from her seat and approached him, as if to thrust him from the
chamber; but he suffered her to advance without moving, and when she was
close to him, he threw his arms round her, and held her for a moment in
a close embrace. She struggled violently to disengage herself, and he
relaxed his hold; but, dropping on his knees before her, at the same
moment he exclaimed with passionate tenderness, "My dear, dear mother!
have I then received your last embrace? Shall I never again feel your
beloved lips upon my cheeks, my lips, my forehead? Mother! what can
Helen and I do to win back your precious love?"
"Surely I shall be rewarded for this!" said the infatuated woman almost
wildly. "Surely I shall be visited with an exceeding great reward! and
will he not visit thee too, unnatural son, for art not thou plotting
against my soul to destroy it?"
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