Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
Even to her own heart Rosalind would at this time have positively
denied, not only that she loved Charles Mowbray, but that Charles
Mowbray loved her. She was neither insensible nor indifferent to his
admiration, or to the pleasure he took in her society; but she had heard
Charles's judgment of her on her arrival more than once repeated in
jest. He had said, that she was neither so amiable as Helen, nor so
handsome as Fanny. To both of these opinions she most sincerely
subscribed, and with such simple and undoubting acquiescence, that it
was only when she began to read in his eyes the legible "I love you,"
that she remembered his having said it. Then her woman's heart told her,
that inferior though she might be, it was not her husband that must be
the first to discover it; and superior as he was,--which she certainly
was not disposed to deny,--it was not with such disproportionate
excellence that she should be most likely to form a happy union.
Had Mowbray guessed how grave and deeply-seated in Rosalind's mind were
the reasons which would have led her decidedly to refuse him, this
flowery portion of his existence would have lost all its sweetness. It
was therefore favourable to his present enjoyment that, confident as he
felt of ultimately possessing the fortune to which he was born, he
determined not to propose to Rosalind till his mother had consented to
assure to him an independence as undoubted as her own. The sweet vapour
of hope, therefore,--the incense with which young hearts salute the
morning of life,--enveloped him on all sides: and pity is it that the
rainbow-tinted mist should ever be blown away from those who, like him,
are better, as well as happier, for the halo that so surrounds them.
Many a storm is preceded by a calm,--many a gay and happy hour only
gives the frightful force of contrast to the misery that follows it.
Mr. Cartwright having once and again received the plighted faith of Mrs.
Mowbray, for the present confined his operations solely to the gentle
task of urging her to hasten his happiness, and the assurance of eternal
salvation to all her family.
But here, though the obstacles he had to encounter were of a soft and
malleable nature, easily yielding to the touch, and giving way at one
point, they were yet difficult to get rid of altogether; for they were
sure to swell up like dough, and meet him again in another place.
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