Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"No, by Heaven!" he exclaimed, falling on his knees before her. "Poor
Rosalind! dear, generous, devoted friend! And for her sake, then--for my
dear Helen's sake, you would submit to be my wife--_my wife!_--an
outcast, penniless, insulted beggar!--No, Rosalind; by Heaven, no! I
would rather perish in the lowest state of human wretchedness than so
abuse your noble nature. But do me justice, noble Rosalind; let there on
one point at least be some equality between us. Believe that I love
you,--and that with a strength of passion of which, as I think, your
unawakened heart has yet no power to judge. But should you, Rosalind,
ever learn what it is to love, then do me justice, and know how dear was
honour to my soul when I adored but could refuse you."
He seized her dress and pressed it to his lips; and, then rising from
his knees, he darted out of the room, without daring to trust his eyes
to look at her.
Had Mowbray's state of mind been somewhat less miserable--had the
buoyant spirit given to him by nature been less completely crushed by
the galling interview of the morning, it is probable that his memory
might have suggested to him some circumstances in the hours passed
heretofore with Rosalind, which might have raised some blessed hope upon
his mind as to the motive and feelings that had led her to act as she
had done. But, as it was, no such light from heaven fell upon him. In
simplest sincerity he believed that she had rejected his suit because
she did not love him, and that she had now offered to become his wife
solely for Helen's sake, and in the generous hope of saving her by
giving to him the power of offering her a home.
With this conviction, he determined to spare her the embarrassment and
himself the torture of meeting again. With all the feverish hurry of
impatient suffering, he instantly sought his mother; informed her of Mr.
Cartwright's wish that he should return to Oxford, and of his own desire
to comply with this immediately.
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