Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
Many of the country families, partly from curiosity, and partly from
respect for the owner of the Park, let him be who he would, paid their
visits, and sent their invitations with an appearance of consideration
very dear to his heart, particularly when it chanced that this
consideration proceeded from persons blessed by bearing a title. As to
his domestic circle, it went on rather better than he expected: if not a
happy, it was a very quiet one. Helen drooped, it is true, and looked
wofully pale; but she seldom complained at all, and if she did, he heard
her not. Rosalind was very wretched; but a host of womanly feelings were
at work within her to prevent its being guessed by any. Even Helen
thought that she had a wondrous portion of philosophy so speedily to
forget poor Charles, and so very soon to reconcile herself to the
hateful dominion of the usurper who had seized his place. But Helen knew
not how she passed the hours when no eye saw and no ear heard her.
Neither did Helen know the terrible effort she had made to redeem the
folly and the pride shown in her answer to Charles, the first and only
time that he had ever ventured to disclose his love. Had Helen known
this, and the manner in which this offer of herself had been refused,
she would have loved, and not blamed the resolution with which the
heart-stricken Rosalind hid her wound from every eye.
Fanny was gloomy, silent, and abstracted; but Mr. Cartwright only
thought that the poor girl, having been passionately in love with him,
was suffering a few natural pangs while teaching herself to consider
him as her father. But all this was so natural, so inevitable indeed,
that he permitted it not to trouble him: and, in truth, he was so
accustomed in the course of his ministry to win young ladies, and
sometimes old ones too, from the ordinary ways of this wicked world, to
his own particular path of righteousness, by means of a little
propitiatory love-making, that the moans and groans which usually
terminated this part of the process towards perfect holiness among the
ladies had become to him a matter of great indifference. Notwithstanding
his long practice in the study of the female heart, however, he did not
quite interpret that of Fanny Mowbray rightly. He knew nothing of the
depth and reality of fanatic enthusiasm into which he had plunged her
young mind; nor could he guess how that pure, but now fettered spirit,
would labour and struggle to reach some vantage-ground of assurance on
which to rest itself, and thence offer its unmixed adoration to the
throne of grace. He had no idea how constantly Fanny was thinking of
heaven, when he was talking of it.
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