Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
"Is there any thing, Miss Cartwright, that I can offer for your
amusement? The books of the day are chiefly in our dressing-rooms, I
believe--and I have abundance of new music--and in this room I can show
you where to find a very splendid collection of engravings."
"I wish for nothing of the kind, I am much obliged to you."
"Shall I send Fanny to you? Perhaps, notwithstanding the ocean of tears
you have seen her shed, she would prove a much more cheerful companion
than I could do at this moment."
"I do not wish for a cheerful companion," said Henrietta.
"Is there any thing, then, that I can do," resumed Rosalind, half
smiling, "that may assist you in getting rid of the morning?"
"You may sit with me yourself."
"May I?--Well, then, so I will. I assure you that I only thought of
going because it appeared to me that you did not particularly desire my
company."
"To say the truth, Miss Torrington, I do not think there is any thing on
earth particularly worth desiring; but your conversation may perhaps be
amongst the most endurable. Besides, it is agreeable to look at you."
"You are very civil," replied Rosalind, laughing. "Perhaps you would
like me to hold a nosegay in my hand, or to put on a bonnet and
feathers, that I might be still better worth looking at."
"No.--If I had a bunch of flowers before my eyes, I should not want you:
no woman can be so beautiful as a collection of flowers. But I shall do
very well, I dare say. Nothing, you know, lasts very long."
"Your father, then, I presume, has taught your thoughts, Miss
Cartwright, to fix themselves altogether on a future and a better
world."
"As to a future world, Miss Torrington, I must have better authority
than Mr. Cartwright's before I pretend to know any thing about it."
"But I hope your distaste for that which we enjoy at present does not
arise from its having been unkind to you?"
"When I was a child," answered Henrietta, "I had a kind of sickly
longing for kindness; but now, that I am older and wiser, I cannot say
that I think kindness or unkindness are matters of much consequence."
"That, indeed, is a feeling that must put one speedily either above or
below sorrow."
"I am below it."
"It would be just as easy to say, above, Miss Cartwright; and if you
really have reached to a state of such stoical indifference, I rather
wonder you should not feel that it sets you above all the poor sensitive
souls whom you must see longing for a smile, and trembling at a frown."
"Because, Miss Torrington, I have constantly felt that in approaching
this state of mind I have been gradually sinking lower and lower in my
own estimation: I am become so hatefully familiar with sin and
wickedness, that I perfectly loathe myself--though assuredly it has
ended by giving me a very pre-eminent degree of indifference concerning
all that may hereafter happen to me."
"Is it in your own person," said Rosalind jestingly, "that you have
become thus familiar with sin?"
"No. It is in that of my father."
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