Children of clergy -- Fiction; Christian fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
"I did think," she said, as she finished telling me the story, "to dismiss
them all on the spot, but was deterred by the fear of injustice. The next
morning, however, four or five of them gave my housekeeper warning: I gave
orders that they should leave the house at once, and from that day I set
about reducing my establishment. My principal objects were two: first, that
my servants might have more work; and second, that I might be able to know
something of every one of them; for one thing I saw, that, until I ruled
my own house well, I had no right to go trying to do good out of doors. I
think I do know a little of the nature and character of every soul under my
roof now; and I am more and more confident that nothing of real and lasting
benefit can be done for a class except through personal influence upon the
individual persons who compose it--such influence, I mean, as at the very
least sets for Christianity."
CHAPTER XXXI.
ABOUT PERCIVALE.
I should like much, before in my narrative approaching a certain hard
season we had to encounter, to say a few words concerning my husband, if
I only knew how. I find women differ much, both in the degree and manner
in which their feelings will permit them to talk about their husbands. I
have known women set a whole community against their husbands by the way
in which they trumpeted their praises; and I have known one woman set
everybody against herself by the way in which she published her husband's
faults. I find it difficult to believe either sort. To praise one's husband
is so like praising one's self, that to me it seems immodest, and subject
to the same suspicion as self-laudation; while to blame one's husband, even
justly and openly, seems to me to border upon treachery itself. How, then,
am I to discharge a sort of half duty my father has laid upon me by what
he has said in "The Seaboard Parish," concerning my husband's opinions? My
father is one of the few really large-minded men I have yet known; but I
am not certain that he has done Percivale justice. At the same time, if he
has not, Percivale himself is partly to blame, inasmuch as he never took
pains to show my father what he was; for, had he done so, my father of all
men would have understood him. On the other hand, this fault, if such it
was, could have sprung only from my husband's modesty, and his horror of
possibly producing an impression on my father's mind more favorable than
correct. It is all right now, however.
Still, my difficulty remains as to how I am to write about him. I must
encourage myself with the consideration that none but our own friends, with
whom, whether they understood us or not, we are safe, will know to whom the
veiled narrative points.
But some acute reader may say,--
"You describe your husband's picture: he will be known by that."
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